So, as some of you know, I'm not terribly thrilled with the goings on of my life at the moment. I can't find a job, though that's taken a backseat to trying to pass my writing class. Which is not going well. At all. I spent more than the "recommended" amount of hours on that waste of time and pulled an almost D. But the comments I got on the essay didn't seem to even match the essay. The only coherent reason that made any sense that I could get from my teacher while talking to her about it was that I didn't use my sources. Which is true, but 5 sources for a five paragraph essay is insane. and on Thursday when I was leaving class I heard her talking to another student about grading their essay to harshly and I very nearly lost it while my friend proceeded to indulge in a fit of laughter as soon as we where out of earshot. Which I will admit is rather appropriate given the circumstances

And I feel like a five paragraph essay is something I should be past in my freshmen year of college. It's little more than an outline, painful to write and absolutely snore inducing to read. Not to mention that it only allows us to analyze three subjects and doesn't do so effectively.

Though on the good side I had a gift copy of Lego Marvel Super Heroes drop out of nowhere which kind of made my week. So that's cool.

But really. I just want to shut down and not have to worry about anything for awhile. I feel like I can't get anything to go the way I'd like it to. And it doesn't seem to matter how much effort I put into it. And from what I've heard it only gets worse from here.