Another Job Post
I honestly can't say I hate my job. Maybe I haven't had the time to form that sort of opinion of it, maybe it takes too much effort, I don't know.
But I honestly can't say how well I'm doing. I go from getting two 10/10's and not having to worry to getting one 4/4 and being told if it keeps up I might not have a job much longer.
They had me sign a counselling tracker for "assurance of help" statements. At the time I was told it was nothing to worry about and I'm doing fine. Then I'm told I'm not and if it doesn't improve I should look for another job. (well, not that bluntly.)
Though. Let's be realistic. Expecting a 9.4 on survey scores is a little... Well... If somebody told you you did have to pay that extra $400 on your bill that you thought was completely not your fault, what would you rate them? Probably not a ten.
Example: I was having a training with my coach, she had listened to a call and set, while it went pretty well, I was a bit quiet and not terribly warm. And that that's something I could improve on but I was doing better.
Ok, I can accept that. I can be rather quiet at times. I'm not really an outgoing person anyways, I don't have an issue acknowledging that. But I left that meeting feeling like I was doing better, I just needed to keep working. I can do that.
The very next meeting she informed me that she listened to the call and that I didn't do well and reminded me that if I didn't improve that I was already on a counselling tracker.
Those where a week apart. and every time I leave a meeting like that I feel stressed and rather uneasy. Maybe a little sick to my stomach. You know, that feeling of absolute failure? Yeah, that one. And I know for a fact that won't improve my performance.
So yeah. fun stuff.
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