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Kaleidoscope Tekulo

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So tomorrow will be my last day at home. After that I will take a flight across the country and spend the summer at the new job.

 

I'm almost done packing. I just have a few things to do last minute. While I was packing today, though, I was getting emotional. It's not like this past year has been a thrill for me. I lost my job, lost my best friend, and I lost my mind (which, let me tell you was not a thrill).

 

Sure I'll miss my cat's and my folks and friends, but honestly? I can't think of too many happy moments from the time I've spent here.

 

I've felt for a while that I've needed to leave, but now that it's actually happening I feel anxious. It's strange. But it's going to be okay because this will be a good thing. I will be surrounded by nature, I'll be meeting new people and hopefully I can lose some weight. I won't be at home which will be really nice because it hasn't felt right since Jewel passed away. Most of all, I'll be working again and feel like I have a purpose. I'm honestly not happy when there is nothing to do.

 

I really need this.

 

Here's to moving on, I guess.

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Vorahk1Panrahk2

Leaving home isn't easy. I moved across the country for grad school, and I'll be moving again out of the country toward September. I can understand being emotional about moving away even though you're moving on to experience grander things which will hopefully help you figure out what kind of life you want to lead.

 

I realize I'm half a month late in responding, and that by now you are probably already settled down, but I'm hoping that things go all the best for you at your new location and job!

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