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actual legit life update thing

Posted by Lilith , Jul 11 2018 · 271 views

hi nobody here remembers me or cares but here's a life update entry cause it's been a hot minute and things have been pretty big

a little over a month ago some stuff happened and I ended up alone and jobless and checking myself into a hotel with the intention of hanging myself from a doorknob

then I started seeing a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with PTSD and borderline personality disorder and started therapy and took up meditation and got put on like three more mood stabilizers

fast forward to now and I have friends who I'm hanging out with regularly, a new job that so far is the best I've ever had, and an awesome and gorgeous new girlfriend who is incredible

I went from the lowest point in my life where I felt utterly hopeless and like my life was over to an absolute high where I'm optimistic about the future and feel legit happy for the first time in a long time

I still have my moments and I still have some stuff to continue working on, but things have changed (for the better) in a way that I had become absolutely convinced was not possible.



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here's a cool picture of a squirrel

Posted by Lilith , Jul 01 2018 · 128 views
upvote for more and 1 more...
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Twin Peaks: The Return

Posted by Lilith , May 23 2017 · 243 views

I want to get off Mr. Lynch's wild ride


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hey jude

Posted by Lilith , Mar 09 2017 · 373 views
trend hopping
don't make it bad


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night review

Posted by Lilith , Jan 23 2017 · 365 views

not as bright, get to sleep, 10/10 better than day


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Tracer

Posted by Lilith , Dec 21 2016 · 354 views

I can't believe Reidak is gay


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a blog entry

Posted by Lilith , Dec 08 2016 · 280 views

hey yeah why not

so I have a new job, and that's been basically consuming my life

it kinda sucks but it pays pretty well for what it is I guess

I just got my first paycheck and I already spent like 1/4 of it though, probably shouldn't do that lol

also I had to call off work a couple days ago because I've been sick. still feel pretty bad but hopefully I'll be fine to work tomorrow

not really closer to any of my goals yet but I guess this is a start at least

so yeah that's that. that's what's new with me. what's new with you



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AMA I guess

Posted by Lilith , Nov 12 2016 · 830 views

yeah idk why not


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iDeal World

Posted by Lilith , Oct 03 2016 · 278 views

I'm pleased to announce my new online store for Apple™ and Apple™-compatible products, coming soon


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ten years

Posted by Lilith , Sep 22 2016 · 346 views

what have I done with my life






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