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But the reason why it's interesting is because it's been one of those days where I've actually felt confident in myself. They turn up every now and again and I'm always sad when they go. Y'see, I'm not a confident person, in real life, at all. It's one of the reasons why I haven't really made any new friends at college since September, because I'm usually too terrified to interact with others. Don't ask why, I'm just nervous about making a bad impression. It's one of the reasons why on this site, if you want a conversation with me, you'll have to be the one to start it, because I'm practically incapable of starting off without a lot of confidence boosting on my side. But occasionally, I'll get days like I get today when I'm in fact quite chatty and very sociable. I mean, I still laugh nervously to fill silences and stutter a lot, but at least I'm not mumbling or looking away from the other conversation participant. I kind of wish these phases'd stay but they always seem to be temporary.
Anyway, that was me rambling. Apologies for that, now skedaddle and read something interesting.