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I Hate Summer.

dviddy

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Is it time for school to start yet?

 

I'm so tired of being home. I want to go back to school. I love campus. I love being free. I love not being here.

 

I love just walking down to your friends' rooms and just walking in to hang.

 

This is perhaps the worst summer ever, I fear. So far, anyway. There's still a month and a half/two months to go, I suppose.

 

My summer so far:

 

Bi-Polar step-mother who literally screams at me four out of seven days a week for trivial things (such as loading the washing machine incorrectly). I don't know how much longer I can take this verbal abuse before I crack underneath it.

 

A best friend ignoring and avoiding me for offenses I know not of. I drove three and a half hours to hang out with her on her birthday back in October during school. She couldn't drive ten minutes across our hometown to visit me during mine.

 

A family who, for a reason I do not understand, treats me like the disappointment. Yet I'm the child who got striaght A's in school, was recognized as national merit, 33 on the ACT, active in the youth group and church, paying for my own college career, etc. But I'm the problem child and the disappointment. And they make sure I know it.

 

I love my church, but they shut down all the small groups for the summer, and as I'm too old for the youth group, I'm not a real volunteer, and because there's no college group over the summer, I'm left without a place to really belong.

 

I gave up a trip to San Diego for all this. Whoo.

 

I'm so very, very tired of all this. One can only take so much verbal and emotional abuse.

 

 

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Spoony Bard

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You. Me. Road Trip. :P

 

Yeah I know how you feel about not having the freedom. That is why I miss Boston so much.

 

And this should cheer you up.

 

-Omi

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Seranikai

You aren't disappointing. Don't you dare get depressed again.

 

I also cannot wait to go back to school, for certain reasons. You might be able to guess if you're clever :P

 

-Seran

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Takatu

I must be the BZP oddball that doesn't want Spetember to come.

 

I'd just sit and ask the family about the disappointment thing if I were you, really. Maybe if you find out why, the problem could be solved.

 

Oh, and about your friend -- e-mail, phone, whatever nonstop. She'll give in eventually and contact you back.

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~Po~

So you are the disappointment in the family for no apparent reason? Join the club, we have t-shirts. Also, who cares if you are too old to stick around your youth group? I'm sure they won't say "Hey, you're too old to be here, go find something better to do?" Besides I'm sure they would understand your reasons not to be home. Hey, it works for me. :P

 

Woot for church youth groups! :lol:

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dviddy

So you are the disappointment in the family for no apparent reason? Join the club, we have t-shirts. Also, who cares if you are too old to stick around your youth group? I'm sure they won't say "Hey, you're too old to be here, go find something better to do?" Besides I'm sure they would understand your reasons not to be home. Hey, it works for me. :P

 

Woot for church youth groups! :lol:

Oh, I'll take one, size L, kthanks. Oh, trust me, I do stick around the youth group. I love those kids. But when everyone gets in their small groups and stuff, there's not really anywhere for me to go, you know?

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