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Art, science, card games, and whatever else I find interesting :)

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Nose Is Bleeediiing

Day by day. But thee were 2 or 3 days in between when it did not bleed. ><   Truly wonderful   EDIT: A doctor said it's okay, I just should... kinda allow my nose to rest and heal (I dunno how to translate it, sry -.-)

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Where I Was Yesterday?

We went to that art store - it was soooo wonderful! =D They had dozens of kinds of colours, paper, pencils, pens...   I think we stayed there for 3+ hours.   I got Faber Castell inkpens ("shades of grey") and 3 other colours I needed, and some other stuff

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You Know What?

There's something bugging me but I can't talk about it.   And because of that I'll just tell you a bit (more) about myself. Haha, as if I wouldn't do that all the time... aanyways, back on topic.   I'm extremely scared of going blind. It'S not like I had some disease or something, but one day I woke up and thought "What if". And then I realized that 90% of the things that make life worth living for me would become impossible. Drawing. BZPower. Reading. Seeing the sun. Or other people.  

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I Want To Hurt Someone - Fixed!

EDIT: *points at quote* Thanks for the posts everyone, I'm already way better, so - *closes this*   Hit them. Kick them. Tear them apart. Make them feel the pain that is raging inside my mind. Let out all emotions. If I at least could cry. But the armour put on to let nothing in from the outside won't let anything out, either.

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...

..okay, today sucks. I'm tired. Why? Because my coughing woke me up at about 11:45 p.m. Nearly midnight. -.-   I did not go to school today. Why? Because of the cold, and my coughing, bla bla bla   Of course there's hardly anyone on.   But at least I managed to send the stuff for my school's students' magazine, where I'm working as an illustrator.   oh yay.

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Garghl

Okay, now I know what I hate about being me: hormones. They cause mood swings. And since I'm a overly-emotional person already... baaah. I guess that's the reason why I was kind of permanent-crying the last few days. But it went away finally. (Sorry if I was acting unfriendly towards you recently, I'm not myself when that happens ><)   Ah well. So, last week it was warm over here (28°Celsius), but today it had...um...4°Celsius? Or less. So cold that your breath turns to mist in front

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Hello

Experimenting with Adobe ImageReady.   Somehow this is fun

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A Confession

Okay, so over the past days I've been noticing some.. things, which I want to state here. They most certainly don't have anything to do with BZPower, or the members here, and I most certainly don't want to be annoying or sound whiny. So if you're not interested, you may take the chance and leave right now. Or not even click to read this entry. I warned you.   You still with me? Good. Then I'll try to keep this short and simple. I don't feel like I'm good at living right now. What that menas? I

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New Year's Resolutions

It's never too late! Do something with my eyebrows I fear they're far too prominent in my face... but somehow I'm afraid of plucking them because I'm sure I'll choose the wrong shape ;_; Play the guitar again I need so much more practise... Finish school Only 1/2 a year left! D= University! *scared* (Physics) Practise w. liquid eyeliner Paint more Mostly with watercolours and acrylics... I so wnt to be able to get it right No more disappearing without a notice Seriously, I feel bad about

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RPG logic

NPC: "You have to hurry, the fate of the world depends on your being on time!" Hero: "Alright!"   *does several irrelevant sidequests* *polishes chainmail* *buys a new helmet* *buys some healing potions* *checks every corner of the dungeon, explores every dead end* *opens all treasure chests on the way* *goes back to make sure they didn't miss out on anything*   *eventually gets to where they ought to have gone* *enemy apparently waited for several hours to commence* *finally saves the day*   NP

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I Need To Improve My Humor

Comic for my school's student magazine.   Yeah. Anyone got better ideas?   (BTW, oh yay, I got to write from my actual computer and not the netbook, which means I can scan a pic meanwhile and chatwith a friend! Yay, success!)

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MoL

Just watching it again... Jaller's sacrifice is still one of the saddest moments in the movie.   Apart from that.. I mean yes, some of the dialogues are rather, uh, cheesy, but overall it's still among my favourites, and not only because of nostalgia. :3

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*lightsaber*

My sis got Lego StarWars II... and today we played our way through Episode IV together. The game is awsum, and I love teaming up with my sis   Just a short update today, me sorry =J

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Taka Writes Love Stories Wut?!

... for English homework, of course. But I was forced to do it   262 words about a splitup because of a song we listened to during class... well, at least I had a chance to use some expressions I wouldn't have, otherwise

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I'm Aloooneeeee...

School is actually boring without my friend... meh, she's the only person in my class I can really talk to 'bout anything...   WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO BE ILL TODAY?!

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I Love Reading My Old Blog Entries.

Seriously, whenever I dig up all those old entries where I do nothing but telling you how sad I am and these received the most replies... and then the entries about these entries... and the entries about all that sadness in my blog.

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Confession And A Hiatus

Okay, so... where to start...   I've got the feeling that my life is falling apart beneath my hands, no matter how hard I try to keep the pieces together, it just all breaks away from me. I'm no longer in charge, just hanging around, doing nothing, feeling bad about myself and the world. Apparently I'm also grumpy, over-react and am in general an emotional wreck. Including breaking down crying and not being able to sleep because I'm feeling totally awful.   I have no idea why, but I have to get

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Happy New Year!

Happy new Year, Bzpower! Live long and prosper.       posting it now because I won't be on around midnight.

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