Hey everyone. So for the past few days I've been having some pretty bad self-esteem issues irl. Not sure whether I want to discuss them all right now, not that I'd have the time. A lot of them have to do with not liking who I am, which isn't a very specific description, and it's more complex than that. Actually broke down crying while driving home from school today, but that was one of the low points. Not really sure why I'm posting this. Maybe just to say it somewhere. Not really asking anyth
phase 3 looks great and ahhhhhh Especially excited for Captain Marvel (Carol Danvers!) and Black Panther because those are gonna be great. Intrigued to see where Civil War is gonna go. And it's cool to see things coming to a head with Infinity War. many excite eeeeeeeeeee
Decided to handwrite a letter for my closest friend (whom I have mentioned a few times before) whose birthday is tomorrow. It is long, rambling, and dorky, but it is the best present that I can think to give her so. hErE wE gO gosh i'm a nerd
So trying to model a hat for Team Fortress 2 again, seeing how it goes. Here's my progress so far: Pic 1 Pic 2 Making a fedora-thing for the Engineer still. I think that it's pretty good so far; maybe it could use a few tweaks. I'd be glad to hear other people's thoughts on it so far. Side note: is there anyone here who can texture? Out of curiosity.
Just a hero I built a while ago. Simple, but I like him. I think his name ended up being Darius Brawler? here is a link For those curious, he uses two torso skeleton pieces, one as his main skeleton and one to give him the extra bulk.
ahhhhhhh aaaaHHHHAHAHAHHAHHHH i thought i was gonna be really underwhelmed but i am the opposite of underwhelmed THIS IS TOO GOOD BECAUSE ONYA IS AMAZING AND SO IS KOPAKA AND TAHU AND POHATU and i guess gali and lewa are aight also i for one am liking the new story, seems very open and adventure-y, just like the good ol' days stay tuned for more hype over and out i guess hahahA idk im just too excited
(If I did manage to say anything offensive in this post, please leave a comment below telling me what I did wrong so I may correct it. I wrote this in a not very long amount of time with almost no preparation or revision. Thank you.) I grew up (and still am growing up, I'm still an angst-ridden teenage junior in high school) in a fairly small town in a Midwestern state where not a lot really happened. To call it sheltered might be an overstatement, but growing up I wasn't too aware of the prob
some days stuff seems super swag and nice and cool but sometimes everything is complex and it's hard to tell what's right and wrong and up and down why does the world have to be such a complex place sometimes i'm kind of talking about my personal life and society as a whole sometimes i wish stuff was a lot simpler because sometimes (a lot of the time) it's so complex that it's overwhelming once again that's with societal issues and whatever personal jazz i've got going on nothing h
I never thought I would see this day come! And if it ever did happen I didn't think it would mean this much to me but it does. BIONICLE is back, at least for the time being, and I am incredibly hyped. The fact that we're bringing back something akin to the quest for the Masks of Power is nice. Going back to the roots of BIONICLE is probably a good idea, but I still sincerely hope that this is a reboot and not a continuation, mainly because the latter would be too confusing to incoming fans (am
wow i'm blogging like crazy about pokemon of all things hahahahahaha i am a nerd and have no life So, as mentioned in my last entry, I was able to nab a shiny Eevee. However, now I have absolutely no idea what to do with it. It's stats are around the board and it's nature isn't of much help. So I need some suggestions of what to evolve the little guy into. I realize that I don't have to use him to battle or anything like that, but I still want to evolve him into something that makes
So I was able to chain for another shiny yesterday, this time a Flabébé (click for pic) which I named Flora. I know the pic is of a Floette but it's a lot easier to tell that Floette is shiny. That's in addition to my shiny Lucario (click again), Yellowjacket. Two shiny Pokemon! I am content. Thinking about chaining for a Skiddo next? Suggestions are welcome. EDIT: haha wait what randomly encountered this guy in a safari and now i don't know what to do
Okay, so just a quick update about how things are going with me, because it's been a long few days. Clearly, there's the topic of my last blog post. It hit me pretty hard, but I've been feeling better as of late. I'm not gonna discuss it here because a. I don't really want to and b. there's not much to say. It's been a while since I posted the "Love" blog post, and a lot has happened since then. Quick recap: early this year, I fell in love with someone and was confused as to whether she shared
if you are ever feeling depressed please please PLEASE PLEASE talk to someone because that is much better than keeping it inside of you and letting it fester he went to my school, was a junior just like me. he was a pretty happy guy on the outside. i never would have guessed there was such a darkness inside of him the worst part is that i didn't even know him that well and i can't help imagining what would have happened if i had taken the time to know him i realize not many people will see
I don't know how to comprehend the passing of a man who touched so many lives, including my own. I know I'm just one of a litany of people crying out in sorrow, but he and his work are important to me personally. Rest in peace, my captain. And please if you suffer from depression please talk to someone. Mine is only one of many doors that are always open. With love, Ryan (Cyrix)
you're not allowed to ask me anything ... i mean guess you can if you want there's no law against it (no yeah i guess this is an ama entry because that's what the kids are doing these days)
So, finally, sophomore year is out of the way. Probably one of the most stressful years I've been through, but probably one of the most precious and generally happy years I've ever had. It had its ups and downs and was pretty eventful overall, both in terms of interactions with other people and self-discovery. I'm a different person than I was at the beginning of the year and I'm better off for it. More importantly, it means I can put my FTL: Faster Than Light VICTORY RUN into full gear. Mea
Hey, BZP community. I know I haven't done much for you, but I need a little help. I'm in love with someone. I feel like I was meant to be with this person. I don't know exactly why I feel this way, but I do. But there's a few complications. I'm pretty sure the person is not romantically interested in me. We're incredibly good friends (maybe best friends?) and I am pretty sure that at one point she did have feelings for me. It might be my generally low self-esteem talking, but I think that sh
Back to being Cyrix. Because TPP kind of died off. Meanwhile, I need to find a new avatar but I can't be bothered to find make one because lazy aaaaaah
I'm starting to really get into this game. It has a lot of things that I would like to see out of an adventure game, such as in-depth customization and exploration. Granted, it's not done yet, but the direction the developers seem to be taking it is awesome. Might do some fanart of my Glitch character, Gallant, once I reach tier 10. Stay tuned. :3
So a few days ago my Steam account got hacked. Not a particularly fun experience. Was locked out for a few days, and I almost had my TF2 items taken from me. Luckily enough, Steam Customer Service was able to get me my Unusuals and Pro Killstreak Southern Hospitality back. So just be careful what links you click on, people. Stay safe out there.
What's the matter, Bill? Apart from that, Psych finally announced that this season will be their last. It's a little bittersweet: they should go out on top, but I'm sad one of my favorite TV shows is saying goodbye. This place is still staying Danger Music for the foreseeable future, though. =D
