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So I ordered...

you to shut up Queen Watevera WaNabi's build Whatever box and it looks fun despite the fact I can't MOC to save my life.   Also I will never have time to play with it, it will end up rotting in my collection and why did I do this to myself?   ~Tekulo
 

LEGO made a song with my kind of aesthetic

Finally saw The LEGO Movie 2 and Not Evil has been stuck in my head.   I also really like Catchy Song and Gotham City Guys. I mutter the lyrics to them under my breath as I work in a bakery to stop the dreaded feeling that life is terrible.   ANYWAY   This song is now stuck inside my hea-a-a-ad.   ~Tekulo

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Moving forward

Keeping this susinct, I moved back to Ohio for medical reasons. I had a second mental breakdown, failed to set up proper doctors at the West Coast, and I had to pack up, move and say goodbye in less than a day (which wasn't easy on two different levels).   I'm going through a long and expensive process of getting a new diagnosis. I am on new meds now. Some professionals seem to think I'm bipolar. We'll see.   So yeah I was reckless with my health, I was overworked and constantly making o

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Pride

Hey everyone! Been a while.   Life's been keeping me busy with work, walks, family visiting, the occasional (very occasional) trip to Seattle and procrastination on things that are important that I should be doing right now. I got about... five(?) hours of sleep last night and I'm at the end of my day so boy howdy that is a thing. XP (meanwhile someone out there reading this is on no sleep for the past three days and is screaming at their computer screen right now).   There's a lot I could p

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Love, Simon

I just got back home from the movies. I'm normally not a movie person, personally. Movies tend to be about heteronormative romances on the side of some other quirk designed to sell tickets for whatever special effects the industry wants to show off this time. Okay, maybe that's a tad unfair because I'm not a movie person, but that's how I generally view them. And it's not like I dislike every movie. But mostly I stick to Disney movies. That has changed lately as I am now a bus ride or a decent w

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Sunshine

This weekend has been sunny and warm. I spent the past two days just walking around town and it's just been so nice.   Really can't wait for Spring.

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I'm giving up on my dreams

I just can't get my hopes up anymore.   I really just want to be happy. But that doesn't just happen after years of depression and anxiety. I would love it, really love it, if I could just not be anxious or depressed anymore. But I could move a thousand times and life could go perfectly and I'd still be stressed out.   It takes work and it takes time and there are going to be days where I'm just exhausted and miserable and don't want to deal with anything.   I dunno. I feel I've had a

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Gender Identity Stuff

So this is just me trying to figure out where I stand on my gender identity. I know to some this could seem like "oh what a special snowflake -eyeroll-" but this blog isn't for those people.   So... I identify as genderqueer. That could mean a lot of different things potentially. For me it's... weird.   I kind of alqays identified with female leads in storytelling more so than male ones. I kind of realized lately that I think I hold myself to a feminine standard of beauty. Like for exa

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Seattle

So this past weekend I decided to spend a night in Seattle. I got some bonus cash over the holidays so I decided to give it a go. Now, this was my first trip that I've fully planned by myself. Booking the hotel, making travel arrangements, etc. It was a bit stressful as things didn't go totally as planned. XD Luckily for me, I have a friend who lives in the area who was able to show me around.   And, well, I honestly loved it. I don't know why, but I've always sort of loved cities. The people,

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Still Alive btw

Whew, been a while.   So to keep y'all updated, I did go through with the move to WA. I have a room for rent in a house and my landlord and housemate are very nice people.   Being in OH with my family was a way stressful living situation so hopefully my time here will give me some space to breathe. Also, you know, it seems generally more LGBT friendly than where I was before. Like I'm still in a more conservative area, but nobody knows me here and omg that alone is so much less pressure.   Bu

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Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

Turn and face the strAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA   I GOT A JOB IN WASHINGTON AS A PASTRY CHEF AND I ACCEPTED IT AND NOW I HAVE TO APARTMENT HUNT AND FIND A PLACE TO LIVE WITHIN A MONTH AND THIS IS REAL ACTUAL ADULT STUFF THAT MY EDUCATION AND LIFE EXPERIENCES DID NOT PREPARE ME FOR.   WHAT IS? HOW DO?   But, like, everyone at work keeps telling me finding a place is the easy part and that I'll be fine and that is reassuring.   @w@   This is gonna be fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun.

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-wipes the dust off this blog-

So... long story short SUMMER HAPPENED AND IT IS STILL HAPPENING OMG   I think the last time I was on here was before the start of my summer job. Idk dudes and female dudes, I'm too lazy to check.   BUT ANYWAY   This summer has been... an adventure so far. Things I've done:   I've cuddled with a couple of cute guys. I've had my first boyfriend (that only lasted about a month and a half, but while it was short lived it was really sweet) I made a friend irl who is a dude that falls under the

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Quick update

Made it to my work site for the summer. Lots of snow so far (at least 10 feet)   There is no Internet where I'm living now, so unfortunately I won't be able to keep up with BIONIFIGHT or BZPGOT. Hopefully it will be up by next week.   Aside from some very irritating drama, things are going fine. My roommate is nice and I start work tomorrow. Hopefully my patience won't be tried too much. Uuuuuugghhhhhh I hate stupid drama.

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Day 2

ROAD TRIP DAY TWO   TEKULO'S LOG, ENTRY 403   LOTS OF DRIVING THROUGH MINNESOTA.   RAIN IS HERE AND IS COLD.   I GOT SLEEP AND HAD MORNING COFFEE.   LET'S DO THIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSS   End transmission

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Roadtrip

So, I left with a friend earlier this morning and we are driving across America to the West Coast over the next three days.   I didn't get much sleep last night, I was pretty anxious.   I know that staying at home and jobless was bad for me, and I know that this is a good thing, but I still hate goodbyes.

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Five days

I go back to my summer job in five days.   I am so going to miss my cats.   Also I should probably start packing important stuff like clothes and stuff.

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Old Characters

I'm just going to put up an entry about my old characters from when I was a teenager. Mainly just two of them. This is going to get really nerdy and angsty, just so you know.   Back in the day I used to play RPGs and actually put thought into the characters I played. I was a part of this one Zelda RPG years ago which was pretty fun. I created a character named Sora (and no, I didn't know this was the name for the protagonist for Kingdom Hearts. XD). I was (am) weaboo trash, so I was looking up n

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Hmm...

Idk about that Tekulo fellow. He seems to be a few prizes short of a carnival game if you know what I mean.

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Josh is not a dork

Apparently calling someone a dork is mean spirited. Previous statements that were made could easily be read as harmful. Recently I have had a change of heart. Lesson learned.   For this you have my apologies. Of course there should be consequences. Obviously you can mock me for what has been done. Like a few name callings or something. Sounds fair to me.

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Random story idea

So I'm not saying I would actually do this, but I've been playing around with a small idea for a modern Tekulo type story. It would be different from other works in the past because, well, I actually thought this one through a bit. A main reason I didn't keep up with Light and Shadow was because I never actually worked out an overall plot. That's the trouble with epic quest stories, they're just not my style. Back when I was a kid I was super into Megan being a superhero and fighting evil, k

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Why I don't like most shows on television

Lately I have noticed that I'm not particularly fond of too many shows on television. By this I'm specifically talking about sitcoms be them Seinfeld, How I Met Your Mother, Modern Family, The Big Bang Theory, and so on. Sitcoms are a type of show that I've watched for most of my life. I've gotten into a few of them, and I've generally enjoyed them over the years. But recently, I've grown tired of seeing one too many episodes of Big Bang Theory and Modern Family and I started to stop and think.

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