Beyond Good and Evil Fallout: New Vegas Goat Simulator Halo: Spartan Assault Monaco (gifted to me) Injustice: Gods Among Us Scoregasm Vampire: The Masquerade - Bloodlines
So I totes forgot about my 11 year BZPniversary on the 2nd of April. To be fair, it does kinda feel I've been drifting away from the site for a while now. Still, 11 years. Quite a long time. In those years, I've experienced happiness, sadness, suicidal depression... Then music attuned my ears to the grinding gears and I started to live again and even re-learned how to love. Ups, downs, ups, downs. Now things keep going up. Here's a cheer for another year. Also, ponies.
So tired of the constant emotional turmoil, pain and insecurity due to being severely bullied in the past. It really screwed up my (already limited) social life and even made me suicidal at one point. I’m still bearing the scars in my heart and perhaps my very soul. For as far as I can remember, I never intentionally hurt someone. Why are people so mean that they hurt me? Why me? In the meantime, I’ll keep working on the improvement of my self esteem and I’ll learn how to deal with the scars