wow it's really fun having anxiety levels so bad I can't even read more than a few paragraphs without getting lost in a torrent of thoughts and fears that prevent me from being able to focus properly on things I really like and want to do even better when things have been that bad for 1+ years and medication has only made it worse
I'm late to the party as usual, but I've started watching Sherlock. I saw "A Study in Pink" last night and I really liked it. Benedict Cumberbatch and Martin Freeman are brilliant, and I was really happy to see that John's character was actually given justice. I guess I'll be watching the next episode tonight.
So I had blood taken last week to test my creatine kinase levels, which are muscle enzymes or something. Wikipedia will explain better than I can. The results came back, and my levels aren't normal at all. My doctors don't know what this means, so I'm being referred to a specialist who will hopefully be able to figure things out from there. I guess this would be bad news to most, but frankly, I'm really glad they've found something wrong, because this might offer some explanation as to why I'v
Dad broke his neck and his back today. Thankfully, thankfully, thankfully, his spine is intact so he isn't paralyzed, but I'm in shock about the whole thing.
Belated Merry Christmas to all. I'm not going to bother making a list of everything I got, because frankly it all pales in comparison to a joint gift me and dad recieved. A freaking awesome new camera.
Time flies. It's hard to believe 2012 is coming to a close. It might be worth my while making a list of the significant things that have happened this year. Anyway, on the health front, I'm seeing a psychologist and I started medication for anxiety a week ago. I don't feel any different yet but apparently it takes time to kick in. I hope things start to pick up because a lot of the time nothing seems enjoyable. I go through my music and things I like to do but it all seems unmoving. In other
