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I am extant, and continuing to be so for the foreseeable future. Yourself?

I've been better.

 

I've been worse.

I am alive.

 

That is all.

Oh, oh, cool. I was worried for a little.

I feel trapped in a bubble of crippling self doubt, but what else is new, right?

I feel trapped in a bubble of crippling self doubt, but what else is new, right?

Sounds like a typical Tuesday in the Shockwave household.

Well I just recieved medical clearance for my work out of country which is... a mixed bag? I mean, it's good, but at the same time it just feels more real, so the fear and anxiety levels are going up.

 

But enough about me. How are you?

I'm alright. Been having tooth pain that gets extremely painful, and I have been taking a lot of pain killers. Not abusing them, mind you, I take one within the windowed time as directed; I still can't help but be worried, however, my dental appointment is in two (2) weeks from now and I have already taken a lot of pills in just two weeks prior. Also, I am looking for a job but have been lazy about it, I may be more willing to search after my appointment. Other than those, I am feeling good and just wasting away the days with music, TV (mostly politics and cartoons), and video games. I should go back to reading, but it can be hard to concentrate, what with a certain annoyance and drugs making me sleepy all day. I used to read before sleeping so it would my eyes tired, so you can imagine now how I fall asleep as soon as I crack it open, almost like a dang cartoon.

 

So, hope is on the horizon, i just have to hold tight for a while. I'm going to be knocked out during the procedure so I should wake up numb and sore for a couple days and then i can chew with ease. Almost brings a tear to my eye just thinking about it.

Totally fantasmically mortally awesome as usual. How do people live without BZP for so long? My brain is stuck trying to acclimate.

I'm alive. It's a whole thing. Don't want to get into it.

I'm fashionably late, but content. You?