.... idk how to properly summarize it, tbh. Made a larger decision that changed my life for the better, but it still took until Christmas for me to even halfway recover from what happened before. I just hope things won't excalate as much again, or rather, that next time I'll find the courage to quit a bad situation earlier on and not stay until it is almost way too much to bear.
But there are positive things! I joined a Pathfinder campaign, and through that formed some really great friendships. My art has improved over the course of the year! I am generally feeling more... normal (?) again these days.
For whatever reason, 2019 has been a hard year for many of us. Let's hope that 2020 will be better. *fingers crossed*