You Know What?
There's something bugging me but I can't talk about it.
And because of that I'll just tell you a bit (more) about myself. Haha, as if I wouldn't do that all the time... aanyways, back on topic.
I'm extremely scared of going blind. It'S not like I had some disease or something, but one day I woke up and thought "What if". And then I realized that 90% of the things that make life worth living for me would become impossible.
Drawing.
BZPower.
Reading.
Seeing the sun.
Or other people.
Eternal darkness.
On the one hand I do wonder what it would be like. But then again, every time I think about it, it scares me.
When I go home from school, there is a long narrow path that goes past a playground. But normally nobody's there when I go down there, and no cars and nothing anywhere. So from time to time, when I walk down this path, I close my eyes and try to walk like that. I can't go further than 5 or 8 steps.
...
It's truly scary.
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