I Really Hate Myself Some Days
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I was talking to one of the few friends I made in marching band today...he mentioned that he was gonna ask a girl out. So I felt like I was obliged to tell him who I liked. He asked me if I would be mad if he just went up to her and said "Nick has a question for you" (of course I would be). And a couple seconds after that, she walked up and of course he says that I have something to ask her..and I had absolutely no clue what to say. "Oh hey, can I have your number?" That's not weird at all...so I just stalled until her friends came over there and she walked away. At that point, my friend was pretty annoyed with me, so he walked over and asked her to give me her number. She didn't have her phone on her and she couldn't remember her own number, so my friend told me to ask her again when we got back to the school.
stupid band contest
nervous bus ride
And then when we got back to the school...I couldn't do it. It wasn't even that hard a thing to do. My friend even took care of the weird part. All I had to do was say "Oh hey, you got your phone on you? Trade numbers real quick". I don't understand..why these things make me so nervous. I even tried, but she was so tired..I said hey...and then I couldn't think of what to say next.
I've never been more disappointed in myself..I mean, for God's sake, I can't even ask a girl for her number? How am I ever gonna get up the nerve to ask her out?
I just needed to say it somewhere, to help me think it through a little...
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