You Don't Know How Lovely You Are
Hate Coldplay all you want...The Scientist is still a beautiful song.
I don't understand my bouts of depression. It's not like anything's really happened, or changed, or maybe that's the problem. I don't really know...all I really want to do is curl up in bed and hope I don't ever have to wake up. I wish I could cry, but I don't seem to be capable of it anymore.
I think maybe I did this to myself...I haven't been like this in almost a year, and just this week it's been coming back...things were much easier when I didn't bother feeling anything.
I really hate the fact that I'm never happy. I always think that if one thing or the other happens...I'll be happier..but I know that's not true. I don't think so, anyway.
There's never a good day...only terrible days and alright days. Hah.
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