Recently (well, for quite a while), I have constantly been in the position of the "third wheel". Anyone that's ever experienced this will know that it is an incredibly horrid feeling that no one should have to go through. I have nearly always been in this position, and I'm starting to grow weary of it. I don't understand why I'm always the one walking behind as my friends talk in front of me, I don't understand why my jokes are mediocre while others are hilarious, I don't understand why things never work out for me and work perfectly for others, I don't understand why I am always the inferior friend among all of my friendships. It's a horrible, wretched feeling that I can't shake off, and it's eating me inside. I just want to get away. Sometimes I have these horrible thoughts, sometimes I don't even want to live anymore. So please, don't single people out. Don't make people into the "third wheel", because it can do horrible things, and someday you may regret it.
-Rez (This was written with dreadful articulation. I'm exhausted right now, so cut me some slack. )
So I just ran a 5K earlier today. My goal was to get a time under 25 minutes and to get under 15th place. I reached my goal and got 12th place out of over 70 people! I'm pretty happy with that considering I didn't train for it.
Name: Samuel McDowell Location: Moscow, Russia Age: 14 Religion: Christianity Denomination: Southern Baptist Political Party: I lean towards the Conservative and Republican Parties Occupation: Musician Interests: Music, Graphical artwork, Technological subjects, Gaming, Friends, Family, and more. Favorite food: Pizza Favorite color: Green Member Since: 26-January 10
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