Coz thats what friends do.

Okay, so I will admit, its been a while since I have had one, but this one was horrible.
For the past week or so, my dreams have been really vivid. They have been really weird, but this tops it all.
 
I say what I can remember.
 
I was in my old house. For some reason my crush was downstairs arguing with my sister(For some reason they had be friends in this dream, even though they have never met)
 
I cant remember to much, but I remember I heard shouting(They were now in the upstairs bathroom(Not what you're thinking XD))
 
Then I think I heard a bang or something and I ran into the bathroom. My sister was gone and it was just my crush. She was lying there on the floor covered in blood. I dont know what happened but lets just say my sister had smashed over the head with something for the sake of explanation.
 
I ran up to her and rested the back of he head in my hand. She died looking up at me. It was horrible. Just before she died she handed me a pecie of paper with a reversed pentagram(Dont ask, really)
 
I remember thinking it felt so real, because I was thinking how horrible it would be that I would never see her again, for like an eternity.
 
I also remember feeling sad about how my sister was a murderer and what I was going to do. Should I call the police or not.
 
I felt real fear and anger, which is unusual for my dreams.
 
When I awoke, I was still really shaken up by it and it took me a while to actually realise it was a dream.
 
One of the worst nightmares I have had in a long time.
 
 
 
 

Life is really boring now.

So yeah I got a volunteering job working at a charity shop in town. I finally have something to put on my CV!

SO I was walking the dogs earlier today. Becuase I lack vision on my right hand side, my headphones got cause onto a branch and my Ipod went flying into the water.

Im so annoyed right now

I have this every so often. There will be no real reason why I feel happy, but I just do.

Any one ever get this?

I recently started a new epic called Colony. As some of you may know, my main epic before the was We are Metru, which is turning out okay. The thing is with WaM, is that there is a lot of story to be told, and 6 main characters stories to follow as well. For a rookie writer like me, that is way to much atm. I also put a lot of work into it, so when a review quite rightly criticizes it, it hurts a lot more that is should. The WaM will always be my baby, which is why I want it to be "perfect". I really want to be a good and experienced writer before I move on to writing the ten book series.

The chapters in WaM were also very long, making it quite hard to get people to read it as no one wants to read 10 A4 pages for a first chapter of mediocre writing. Colony is only about 1 A 4 pages long a chapter, which makes it easier to focus on on practicing new skills.

Colony is a lot different because I see it more as a learning step. I wont feel hurt if some one doesn't like it, because... because  Im not sure if you catch my drift here, but Im sure a few writers may understand where Im coming from.

Please read what I have done and give me desperately needed feed back.
http://www.bzpower.c...?showtopic=7014

So I've recently heard something really depressing.
1 in 3 people in the world will end up being diagnosed with Cancer

How depressing is that?!

So when I'm 18 I can start getting novelty false eyes. I need some Ideas.
I was thinking of getting the three virtues symbol as one of them.

Yeah, dont worry, not on illegal substances. I had to have a bone in my wrist moved, so they gave me something called Gas and Air. Its what they give pregnant ladies when they go into labour. All I can say, is its flipping incredible. It felt like I was in a dream, and I had to keep on reminding myself I wasn't. It was also like reliving a memory. Like everything that was gong on had happened long ago, but at the same time, it felt like it was going to happen. I also imagined things that weren't in my field of view, like my shoes. I could feel the pain, although it was numb, but it was like i just didnt care.

I also dont think I blinked in the entire 5 mins I was under.

Any one else ever tried this?

I was looking through the BZP calendar, seeing who shared my Birthday, The 31st  of October(As if that isn't scary enough). I looked at some ones profile who was born on EXACTLY the same day as me. I joined BZP on the 28th of June 2012. Their last active day was the 27th of June 2012.


Mother of Atahkah!