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i wear clothes. yep. that's about as "fashion" as i get.

So not more than 5 minutes ago my cat, gir, was laying on the edge of my bed sleeping peacefully. Apparently he decides to wake up and stretch while rolling over. Long story short he managed to roll right over the edge, though there was a brief moment where he clung to the sheet with wide eyes before falling to the ground... I have never laughed so hard at my cat. Then when he gets back up he still has this dazed kind of look on his face. Mind you this the first time he has ever been that clumsy in four years

Ninja enigma's are always the worst kind of enigma, Oh it's not like already being mysterious and hard to figure out isn't good enough, no you got to add being stealthy as well... overcompensating a bit aren't we?

It's been a while since I posted something, eh? Last week I went home to visit my family for a couple of weeks. It's been pretty low key so far; visited some friends over the weekend, mowed the lawn (so lovely), and tried to get things a bit cleaner around the house. I also ate way too much food at various gatherings. This weekend my dad and I pick up KK from grad school (he successfully defended his Master's!) and will enjoy two long, arduous, 10 hour-long trips. Then, I fly to Wisconsin for a conference, so that should be fun. I also got the Back to the Future DeLorean LEGO set, and I must say it's a very nice representation. Also, Doc Brown's "Great Scott!" face is perfect. I really want to make the purple skateboard in that set an actual hoverboard using magnets and a superconductor. One of these days...

I am a ninja enigma like that.

I could not tell... Surely the unikiity was just a disguise, who would have thought it would have played into your likes and dislikes

Visit this deviantArt link, and behold.

... why am I in this again. xD It's awesome, though. ^^

I just realized that thanks to my sis I am actually into a rather current series (Sherlock) and can actually discuss it with people (okay, on the internet, but hey, that's still a lot better than nothing). Wow. Quite unusual. ~ Currently at the third doctor*, btw. I think he's actually my favourite so far, although I've liked all of them up until now. :3 *really the third one... Pertwee, I think?

is suddenly glad he doesn't watch any of the three anime listed

You should see my audio setup. : P

I like cats. =3

You guys are great. Thanks. ^^ But, believe it or not I do feel like I've slowly but surely been getting better. It's all still fairly new to me, you know, noticing and analyzing these things in depth, but that's why I'm doing these entries. It's just a way for me to get things off my chest while I try and figure things out (I don't have the best of social lives at the moment, so I generally don't talk about this with too many people). So, yeah, I do have a ways to go. Honestly, I think the worst is behind me. I just have to keep analyzing myself, keep thinking things through, decide on what kind of person I want to be and give it a shot. The first step, I think, is to figure out the issues I still have. Believe me, I'll be fine, even if I'm not now.

I have a similar incident, but I ended up up injured... I don't know if I have the right to say if I know how you feel, but I've been in similar situations and it sucks. If you wanna chat you can shoot me a PM, but I'm not sure I can help much..m

I wish I wasn't stuck on mobile so we could talk better about this, but: -It sounds like I never had it as bad as you, but when I was younger, I was kind of the same way. Even minor mistakes made me feel awful. It's not easy to unlearn, but it can be done. -Are you already seeing a therapist for your anxiety/depression? If so, and you haven't already, please, tell them what you're telling us. If you aren't seeing one - look into if you can. I know there can be stigma against it, which is dumb. Doctors heal diseases of the body - therapists help heal diseases of the mind, and depression is that. Don't be afraid to talk to someone. Again, I'm sorry I can't talk with you one-on-one. Hang in there - you're in my thoughts.

OH HEY THAT PEOPLE IS ME WOO at least, i'm guessing it's me because we were discussing sherlock and at about the same time you made this entry, according to my notifications so i'm probably that people right ...right? - Indigo Individual

Prayers over here as well.