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Noxryn

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  1. Noxryn
    where is the box i feel old and i have (1) opinion
    everyone else put in life updates so heres mine no one asked for

    estrogen made me hot and i have a boyfriend

    and a pool, i have a pool

    im kinda a big deal
  2. Noxryn
    haven posted a thing here in forever but decided to come back for nostalgia and boredom sake for a single night in the midst of october
     
    its so weird
     
    like bein in an abandoned hospital but the lights're still on and you can jus hear your voice echoin down the halls
     
    man and i spent like... idk, i think i was active mostly through 2015? but like, 12 years of havin an acct
     
    my acct is older than elementary school
     
    also nearly half my current lifespan
     
    wild
     
    my icon cute tho
  3. Noxryn
    It'll be a good day when I have my vocal chord surgery.
     
    It'll also be a good year when I remember to take my HRT medications on time properly, but a couple days off isn't as bad as forgetting for a month straight.
     
    Plus, got some nice skirts that I should wear out sometime.
  4. Noxryn
    I have never encountered a single person on any video based format, with a large following, who chooses to do a "report" of sorts on something currently going on, who says anything worth listening to.
     
    To be frank, it's always just an agreement with who they feel the majority of their views/the website will agree with, without proper backing or proper rationale behind it, in order to profit off the back of something going on that actually affects a number of people. Essentially, turning an event that could be traumatic to people, into a for-profit bit for entertainment. While they act as if they have the knowledge, and understanding, to behave as final arbiter on what is going on.
     
    Which ultimately, only continues to perpetuate the same problem that's come up as the speaker attempts to normalize it and say "That's not bad," as if they know anything about it or experienced it first hand.
     
    It's shallow and pathetic.
  5. Noxryn
    54,000 words written
     
    34,000 are from this year (10k a month, only on 4k for April so far)
     
    probably... August or June for completion date pending
     
    then it's all about the editing
     
    really enjoying writing the transgender lesbian harpy warrior who is now known to make inappropriate jokes for the situation
  6. Noxryn
    my girlfriend found a spongebob corset costume thing from party city and i said id wear it if she found it
     
    if someone told me ten years ago i'd one day put that on id have laughed at them
     
    yet here we are
  7. Noxryn
    Look what my absolutely incredible, wonderful, beautiful girlfriend sent me
     

     
     
     
    The card was super sweet and everything too and I'm blushing so much and so flattered/flustered and I've never been sent flowers before but omg she's incredible
     
    (love you Serein <3 )
  8. Noxryn
    I have a phone interview tomorrow for the school I settled on, and I'm kind of excited and kind of nervous since, based on the text message, I'm going to have to explain I'm transgender and I go by "Kit" nowadays (it's not legally changed yet, I haven't had the ability to put together the time, funds and scheduling for the next steps I need to take -- Court hearing/Publication of the change -- and I'm trying to work my gender markers on my forms of legal ID to female).
     
    Granted, I haven't been called by my birth name in years so it's always a bit disorienting to me when it's used to refer to myself.
  9. Noxryn
    2016... a lot of negative stuff went down, a lot of sad things happened, a lot of bad things in general occurred and surfaced.
     
    But in 2016 I made... 30,000 word progress on my book, so I'm nearly halfway done with it so far. I slowed down a lot due to falling into some potent periods of depression (I vanished off tumblr too for a good part of that time), I lost a lot of momentum I had due to that and the last couple months sorta felt like scraping buy to design some semblance of self worth. I quit my Starbucks job earlier in the year, too (I was going on HRT and everything, so I felt like with the drive, with the stress, physical and mental, it'd be healthier for me and to continue my therapy I was having trouble keeping due to my schedule that couldn't be changed).
     
    The middle of the year was a haze really. I had a birthday, turned 21, annnnnd... yeah.
     
     
    And everything else was pretty monotonous for me, it's all like just grey smudges if I had to think of a color for it. All blends in together and is kinda just the same.
     
    But then in December like... I fell into a relationship with Serein and I've honestly like... I can't remember being this happy in... the last... six? Years? I actually cry from being extremely happy, or I blush and giggle, and just been in a fantastic mood and it's so new and refreshing and I just... lose my words and sound like a nerd a lot, BUT I MEAN
     
    (plus she's super cute omg )
     
    So it ended like incredibly, amazingly, happily and... just.. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
  10. Noxryn
    Countered (sometimes softly) by a lot of the characters in the game (Widowmaker, Soldier, McCree, Roadhog, Mei, a decent Hanzo, DVA, Zenyatta, Ana)
     
    Yet I still pick her and manage an 88% of the match on fire card, while outdueling their counter picks somehow.
  11. Noxryn
    i just realized ive been here for like ten years
     
    i turned 21 like a month ago so there's that too
     
    but ten years dang where'd the time go
  12. Noxryn
    I dunno, but Bionicle being discontinued again doesn’t really bother me one way or the other. mostly because I kinda fell out of it ten years ago. It’s still a nostalgic thing for me yeah, but to be honest, I wasn’t surprised when they cut it again; not a lot of themes last terribly long to begin with and it’s kinda hard to recapture the Bionicle series/personality from when it launched in ‘01.
    I have a feeling it might come back in some shape or form a few years into the future, or maybe there’ll be a different theme to completely replace it like with how Bionicle kinda replaced Slizers.
    However, I got into the ‘01 series because I was really young, it was unique and had a different atmosphere (back then it was basically “robots living on a tropical island, using stone tablets to write, legends/stories/myths etc…”)
     
    I never really got into the “Metru-Nui” arc, or the stuff thereafter. The series kinda lost the thing that drew me in with its unique setting and after everything was explained/canonized and we all learn our big bad guy who was before supposedly on par with the world’s God is really a janitorial scientist named Terry… it kinda lost all sense of mystery and wonder that kept its engine going. I dunno, for me at least. Not to mention how they tried to make it darker/more violent because of an aging consumer base, which really sits opposite of how the series first started.
     
    Not gunna lie, I woulda been pretty cool with it if the series ended after Mata-Nui was reawakened. (yeah I woulda been sad for no more sets, but the next arcs in the story were just so drastically different it felt like a different story altogether, anyway).
     
    but that’s just like, my opinion, man.
  13. Noxryn
    I feel more prompted to post this as BZPower, as a whole, seems to fall into this pit fairly often with a variety of people.
     
    Religious discussion is not allowed. The rule goes further to nix religious statements, quotations and so forth. (Even though, these days, that does seem more lax although I am fairly certain no official alteration to that rule has occurred).
     
    It's not a rule designed to slight people who are religious. It exists because religion is one of those things everyone argues over to the point of near tearing out someone's throat, verbally. Absolutely no eye opening, wonderful, well developed discussion will occur over the subject on a forum dedicated to Lego. By and large, discussions about it belong where there's a large base with a vested interest in the topic who actually studied the subject (Even then, odds are most contributors never took a class on any religion anyway, so the value there is questionable at best). If someone really holds a burning desire for religious discussion, they can speak to a religious leader, other members of their community, or find a platform more suitable for it. Easy as that.
     
    A lot of people seem to think LGBT related talk is comparable to religion and should be banned because it offends some individuals of some religions. Straight up, it's not. Being a person is different than believing in something. If LGBT content was 100 percent banned, like it used to be, an entire section of this community wouldn't be able to open up about themselves or talk about important details of their life that other individuals can freely discuss with no consequence: that's not fair and it's not equal treatment of members. LGBT individuals can't post bible quotes, or statements, just as non-LGBT members cannot. But LGBT members can talk about significant others, post romantic stories, art, etc... just as any non-LGBT member can.
     
    The two situations aren't comparable and trying to force them to be just because you don't like some people is irritating at best. Hopefully people can understand that.
  14. Noxryn
    So, less than a year ago I looked something more like this:
     

     
    Now I look more like:
     

     
    Course the second pic is of me at work, so it's not like incredibly.
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