Yes Clag we all know the rules and why BM put those rules up, they're part of his values and he feels that people should not swear on a server linked to Bzpower. They make sense and I'm not arguing against them at all. It's just that 48 hours do feel long when you know that you will have to face them again.
It's just that I'm painfully aware that I will slip up again sometime, because I did not swear out of rebellion or malice, but out of habit. So between the knowledge I will be banned again, (probably after getting killed and losing all my items) the random killings that are sure to happen on the server (I am wayyy too low on the level ladder to protect myself) I do feel disheartened. However I can't just quit the server because that would mean leaving everybody behind after I just met them again .
Edited by The Invisible Noob, Mar 27 2013 - 10:14 AM.