Oxymoron, a short bionicle fanpoem Options

[Chin-san the Sem...]

Oxymoron
Have I floated so long in the dark
and the cold
that the sun is alien to me?

Yet there was something there
in the nothingness

They fell down,
like tiny rubies
like bloodstained snow

What did I call them
the soft
flashes
of things long past?

Dreams?

Perhaps if I had caught some
on my tongue,
I would remember something
besides my name

My name is the only thing I have
it, and the fire
that swirls in my chest

but it is unreachable
like this weapon
like myself
mere material
clunky and useless
lying on the sand

Weak.
Helpless.
Angry.

Why must I cover myself
to make things clear?

Yup. There it is. Not sure if there is a word restriction on poems...But anyway, I don't really want to explain what this is about. It will explain itself, hopefully.