... why are you reading this? Head over to GA already!
Anyway, after a long time I finally post something BIONICLE-related again... but yeah, it's another drawing of Takanuvia. Why? Because I can
... I just had a look at my first art topics. Really, back when I was a newb in GA, I got more comments, and the majority of them was friendly, or constructive, but without tearing the pic apart.
I don't have any problems with constructive critism, but from time to time it seems like everyone is expecting super-spectacular stuff from me...
I'm not begging for posts/no posts, I'm just stating my opinion.
^click the thumbnail to view the whole drawing; or this link. (in case the thumbnail doesn't work or you just prefer links...) Sooo, what's to say about this one... it was drawn while going by subway (like most of my scribbles these days ><) with a fineliner... oh right, need I mention that I was a bit fairly angry at the time? Somehow the scan doesn't do it justice, though. :/ Ah well. Thoughts? Opinions?
I had almost forgotten about this emoticon I made 2 years ago xD Anyway... hm. I suppose I generally wish I had more time. Time for thinking, for creating art, for being on BZPower and getting more involved in the Mafia games, maybe joining the BZPRPG again, reading up on story chapters I haven't yet gotten around reading, generally for reading more. ... Yep. I miss my time. ><
... sometimes it really gets a bit lonely in here. ._. I wonder if that's my fault... but of course I don't really dare to actually pm someone or something... I complain in my blog. Silly me. >< Ah well, I'll now go and scan some of the drawings I did today... blog update later...
From time to time I look at an album. Listen to a song or two, and realize that they're rather, uh, dark.* And then I remeber that I used to listen to these songs a lot when I was around 13. Hm. I guess I'm the only one who's confused. xD *dark as in overall tone, or lyrics... haha
There's something bugging me but I can't talk about it.
And because of that I'll just tell you a bit (more) about myself. Haha, as if I wouldn't do that all the time... aanyways, back on topic.
I'm extremely scared of going blind. It'S not like I had some disease or something, but one day I woke up and thought "What if". And then I realized that 90% of the things that make life worth living for me would become impossible.
Drawing.
BZPower.
Reading.
Seeing the sun.
Or other people.
I've never been all too fond of people comparing my drawings to rage faces or other memes. It annoys me greatly, because it makes me feel like my stuff is not original at all. Sure, that's kinda the risk someone takes when abstracting heavily, because a circle will always look like a circle. Stickmen look like people. Emoticons like faces. Still. ._. Anyone else feeling like this? :/
You have to clean them. All. The. Time. Every other day, almost. Or you wait for weeks until they are so covered in dust that your vision is somewhat obstructed, then marvel at the freshly cleaned vision, then forget again. Either way, it's far from perfect. :3
My art style for short comics has improved! *yay* For comparison: 1st Toa of Powers Comic Latest Toa of Powers Comic ... this serves as a reminder for me x3
... if you're already halfway through with a book you just started to read. What book, you ask? City of Fallen Angels by Cassandra Clare, part 4 of the Mortal Instruments Series. Not sure if anyone's heard of it; but I'm really enjoying it despite its obvious girly romance plot* going on; but other than some other really popular book series (dealing with glittery vampfairies) it's not just a love story with some fangs slapped on. *ahem* But sure, I roll my eyes at the occasional descriptions o
Random extremely small things? Why yes, of course. ^^ Actually there's more, but I don't want to pic spam you, and also it's not like everything I do deserves being uploaded... Yup. I don't like it, but for some reason I decided to doodle in my calendar... Tired... haha she has no mouth. But those eyes... O.O Yep. The eyes are infinitely scary. And another tree. Tiny tiny scribbles.
Sorry 'bout the weird expression in panel 2, but I could hardly hold back my silly mindless happiness whilst drawing this comic. Weirdly enough, having to do lots of work in a very short amount of time can do wonders for my creativity. So today I practically spent the day doodling and being silly, constantly running into/tripping over things... and right now, I've got a headache. xD Aaaalso I fear my memory was damaged a bit (seriously, what did I do yesterday? And why is it still only monday?
So, first we have what happens if you listen to Creature Feature for several hours: ... and here's the results of simply continuing to do so 'till the evening: Okay, to be fair, I actually slept very well, but towards the end of yesterday I was really nervous, anxious, and easily frightened. (also, Steeeeveeeeeen...) ... and I'm 99% sure it was because of the music, for my sis felt the same way and we both listened to the same stuff xD
so tomorrow I have to give yet another talk, this time on the Laplacian Demon, which is nice, but in a more humanistic approach (or is it 'liberal arts oriented'? idk I am kinda lacking the vocabulary here...) which is a bit annoying as I'm not used to that sort of perspective. Ah well, broadening one's horizon is always a good thing. A part of me wants to play the "I don't know much about this as I am from the field of physics, not philosophy"-card, but that's strategically wrong, because rea
Descriptive title that is totally going to raise peoples' interest? Check. Awesome opening line that is totally not whiny or sarcastically so? Check. Heaploads of self-pity? Why yes, check! Great, time to start the entry. ~~~~~ ^ So I drew some weird kind of animal skull. Not really a deer, not really a demon, maybe a bit of an alligator? xD But hey, for the first time I've ever drawn something like that it's actually quite okay. ^^ Otherwise, not much has happened art-wise - I'm way too
... sometimes I wonder how I should react if someone tells me "I find the way you XY'd Z very disturbing". Seriously, guys, if you don't like a topic or something, you might as well just leave. If I posted 'I find this disturbing ><' everytime I see something I don't like, or pmed the topic creator, you might think I'm trying to be a troll or something. It's just that I don't enjoy that kind of comments, for they are not constructive and in fact will only be ignored. Oh right, and they
