almost 16 years since I joined this site as a kid. it was a major part of my life for so long. to say that my time and the people I met here was instrumental to my development would be an understatement.
so many friendships came and went, even a relationship started and ended here, and the drama - so much drama. all the arguments, bullying right-wing bigots, carving out an identity and (infamous) reputation through so many different phases and identity crises. Laughin'Man, Scythey, Ryuujin,
hi nobody here remembers me or cares but here's a life update entry cause it's been a hot minute and things have been pretty big a little over a month ago some stuff happened and I ended up alone and jobless and checking myself into a hotel with the intention of hanging myself from a doorknob then I started seeing a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with PTSD and borderline personality disorder and started therapy and took up meditation and got put on like three more mood stabilizers fast for
hey yeah why not so I have a new job, and that's been basically consuming my life it kinda sucks but it pays pretty well for what it is I guess I just got my first paycheck and I already spent like 1/4 of it though, probably shouldn't do that lol also I had to call off work a couple days ago because I've been sick. still feel pretty bad but hopefully I'll be fine to work tomorrow not really closer to any of my goals yet but I guess this is a start at least so yeah that's that. that's
my only complaint is that people keep saying Tom Hanks played him, which simply isn't true. Tom Hanks was Woody in Toy Story; Sully was played by John Goodman. other than that, easily one of my favorite Pixar characters.
(originally published 7 October 2014, updated and re-published 30 August 2015, updated and re-published again 25 August 2016) picked up the new rarities compilation Death Resonance last week. kinda bummed that it makes owning the Beyond the Infinite EP redundant by including all of those tracks, considering I dropped $25 to have it imported from Japan and all, but whatever. from top to bottom: - Steelbath Suicide (Century Media 2000 reissue) - The Chainheart Machine - A Predator's Portr
not even kidding. I had one of these in my room and last night it exploded and almost started a house fire smelled something burning and suddenly there was a loud bang like a firecracker and a flash of light and smoke and sparks started pouring out of the top of it unplugged it and threw it away this morning. I didn't even realize it was still plugged in, I hadn't even used it in 10+ years
there will be only two sets the first year, Malibu Tahu and Game Dev Tahu Pohatu and Kopaka will finally get married and adopt Takua Onua will be a horse just because. it's popular these days Makuta's real name will be revealed and it's Geoff, with a G, not a J, get it right crossover with Lego Friends new animations but due to budget constraints all narration and voices will be replaced by stock sound effects of dolphins will be promoted with an original song composed and performed by Dea
I said I'd pop back in on special occasions and I think this counts a couple weeks ago I dropped $40 on a copy of Machinae Supremacy's rare, out-of-print Redeemer (Underground Edition) CD. this was an independently-released limited run version of their second album that was only available through their website and has long since been discontinued, featuring a different mix and an alternate tracklist to its more common major label retail counterpart. they rarely ever show up for sale anywhere s
sup dudes, dudettes, and wonderful in-betweens that annoying thing known as life that some people may or may not have experience with is catching up with me and as a result I've found it necessary to cut some things out of it, BZP being one of them there's no hard feelings or anything, it's just time for me to move on I'll still probably lurk every once in a while and I may pop back in on special occasions (my 10th BZPversary coming up in a few months, for example) but for the forseeable f
