You Ever Feel Unwanted?
Because that's the way I feel right now.
For some reason or another, I always seem to be in conflict with the staff. I try to do my best. I report topics, signatures, and advertising. I participate in a shop down at Artwork II. I run a comic. I help out in NMQ&A. Yet no matter how hard I try, I always seem to be messing up. I've had two proto drops and a couple of threats to have it done. In fact, I wouldn't be too surprised if the Mods constantly watch what I post and what I add in my blog because Omi tends to be the first one to post in a blog entry or topic of mine. I'm not trying to be bothersome. Like I said, I try to help out and contribute to the community. I feel like all the staff is watching my every move, just waiting for me to mess up. And now that I think about it, I don't feel unwanted, just out of place. Like some sort of eyesore that's there to be removed.
Tell me, am I right or am I just depressed and paranoid?
Edit: BTW, got my guitar today. I love it.