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Words we often so desperately want to say, but leave unspoken, for one reason or another, for fears rational and irrational, whether it makes sense or not. 

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When I was young I was very paranoid about a lot of things. In some ways I still am.  I used to imagine myself putting on a protective piece of headgear to... prevent people from reading my thoughts... at school. If I didn't I would be so afraid that people could read my thoughts. I don't know why I thought this other than just basic paranoia. Probably should have just tried to relax, which is difficult sometimes and is still now. Similarly, I used to stare into nothingness, and when I

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The Roles of Bota Magna

THE ROLES OF BOTA MAGNA KRUTIERA MAGNA The Mayor of Krutiera Magna - The Mayor of Krutiera Magna acts as as a 'leader' of Krutiera Magna, chosen by a combination of the populace's votes and then the Lord of Earth picking from a pool of candidates put forward. The Mayor is expected to act on the behalf of Krutiera Magna's populace, while also keeping the Lord of Earth's rule intact. While they may seem redundant with the Lord of Earth present, the Lord of Earth cannot rule an entire cit

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BZPBM: Homeward

HOMEWARD -WHITE QUARTZ MOUNTAINS-   Surel sighed. A few days ago, he had been visited for the last time by one of the very few other agori he could consider a kindred spirit. This Agori, Voltex, had told him of his intentions to see Spirit’s Wish: the strange archway to the north that he had yet to see with his own eyes, the mystical arch spoken of only in rumours. Rumours once thought easily dismissed, and thus Surel had believed that even if he did not dismiss them, it would not

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The Cities of Bota Magna

THE CITIES OF BARA MAGNA KRUTIERA MAGNA Krutiera Magna, the City of Earth, home of the Earth Tribe, and ruled by the Element Lord of Earth. It is perhaps one of the grandest cities to have ever existed, even compared to those before the Shattering, and it is still expanding to this day, taking advantage of its resource-rich environment. Its safety and security is unmatched almost anywhere else, a fact so many others could only beg for, enforced by Krutiera Magna's highly trained guards

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Bota Magna

Vibrant. Wet. Dense. The Jungle Moon of Bota Magna is no place for the faint of heart. Yet its inhabitants defy its many dangers; of gargantuan wildlife amd the labyrinthine jungle floors eternally shadowed by the canopies above; to build some of the most impressive settlements that have ever graced Spherus Magna - or a part of it. Krutiera Magna, the most advanced city to have ever existed, utilising its local resource-rich environment to develop, expand, and advance. Bota Minor, a city of

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Silently Screaming

You ever just get that feeling where you are screaming, but not audibly so? That you're screaming on the inside?

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22 years

22 years of existence on this 22nd of the month.   Hmm.

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Fears and Hopes, Retrospection and Introspection

I ran away from my problems for a very long time. At least since 2014.   It probably didn't help - and in retrospect it helps contextualise some of my fears - that I did ask for help, only to get none over the course of almost two years around that same time.   So instead I ran away from them, or distracted myself from them whenever and wherever I could, for as long as I could. If I couldn't get help, that seemed like the next best option. To just look away from it, and occasionally pretend i

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Some Hope

Last week I finally went and got an appointment with a Doctor.   It went better than I had feared. All things being well, very soon I'll be getting some form of counselling/therapy.   I should have done it years ago, really. But that's the joke, isn't it. Not wanting help for often severe anxiety because said anxiety is telling you that you're better off with it or that you're faking it.   I let so many things, so many people pass by because I was too anxious. Sometimes ending up with regret,

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Anxiety

It's like a loud voice in your head drowning out any other.   It's the voice in your head twisting a reasonable course of action into one that seems unreasonable and unthinkable, while it makes you take an unreasonable course of action, because it's telling you that if you take the reasonable course of action, the worst possible scenario will happen.   It's the voice in your head telling you to pity yourself, that you should be sorry for simply existing.   It's the voice in your head telling y

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BZPBoM: A Quick And Inaccurate History

I hope you've heard of the tale of Bara Magna?   Yes, the Great Barren. You can see it at times in our starlit skies.   The tale's not what you might expect. There's not a happy ending - we wouldn't be here if it had a happy one.   It was once one with our world, and the Great Sea in the sky, Aqua Magna.   Imagine that. Our great world of Bota Magna, one with Bara Magna and Aqua Magna.   It's hard to imagine such a desolate place as Bara Magna could have once been one with our

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I'm Okay I Think

I think I'm okay.   Anxiety's hard to deal with but I do feel a lot happier in the past few months than I have been lately. I think. My life is finally starting to get slightly better than it's been.   Do people actually want Bota Magna? That's something I want to ask.

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The Future Holds This, Probably

AN EMPRESS IN ALL BUT NAME, CEASELESSLY EXPANDING THE CITY OF EARTH, EYES UPON THE FORTRESS   A TECHNOPHOBIC TREE TOP VILLAGE, PROTECTIVE OF THE JUNGLE, GROWING IN ZEAL, FEARING THE FORTRESS   THE ISOLATIONIST VILLAGE OF THE SPURNED, A CAVERN VILLAGE, MADE OF IRON, SAND, AND STONE*   AN ANCIENT FORTRESS, ABANDONED, AWAKENING   STRANGERS FROM THE STARS, CONFUSED AND CONFUSING, CONTRADICTING UNTRUE HISTORIES   AND ROBOT DINOSAURS   EVERYTHING ON BOTA MAGNA IS ABOUT TO FALL APART

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BZPower's Bota Magna: Ask Anything

I think at this point I've hinted enough that I do plan to one day host a BZPower's Bota Magna as a sort of sequel-but-also-not-really-sequel to BZPower's Bara Magna. So now I'd like to ask you to ask anything you can come up with.   Did you know: There are biomechanical dinosaurs on Bota Magna? Bota Magna is home to the vast majority of the Earth Tribe, including the Element Lord of Earth? There is an Ancient Fortress, the origins of which unknown? The Red Stars in the skies can tell the f

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"Toa Team": The Toa Code

So, one might wonder what prevents players from doing bad stuff in a game concept like 'Toa Team'.   Well, look no further, for there is the Toa Code. Let us not be clear: these are not solid rules. There is no external punishment for breaking them. Internally, though? Well, breaking the Toa Code isn't looked upon kindly...   The Toa Code is a series of principles that every Toa is expected to follow, to secure the trust of Matoran and other well-meaning individuals. This code has been develope

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"Toa Team": A Game Concept

You know, we have games like BZPGOT, BZPBM, and BZPMN that all follow the same sort of style. Often you work against each other in them, and that got me thinking about a game in which players worked together to a higher degree.   Toa Team   Toa Team would be a spin-off of games like BZPGOT except not really and also a spin off of some other obscure game. There would be no set location but where the Toa Team decided to go, and there wouldn't be more than 8 players at most, and the Toa Team wou

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The Best Set of Each Wave

Note that I will be starting from Lehvak-Kal, since that was my first BIONICLE set. I will also say I am not avoiding Bias. For obvious reasons, I am going to consider Small Sets, Canister Sets, and Large Sets to be separate as much as possible, though this will be hard for Hero Factory because of its inconsistent numbers of small sets and canister-sized sets per wave. Notably, for the first few waves it's going to be matters of preference even moreso.   GENERATION 1 2003 (The Bohrok-Kal and

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Thursday Tangents

what a thursday today is. Ever wondered what it's like to experience a thursday? Do you remember when there were theories about Hero Factory having a Villain Factory final wave with Von Nebula 2011 was a pretty good introduction for CCBS, the first wave, Ordeal of Fire, was about characters, the second wave, Sava Planet, was about creatures I have to wonder if Savage Planet/Ordeal of Fire were based on potential set designs for G1 BIONICLE - Jungle environment in the second half of 2011, and

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