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  1. Noxryn

    .-.

    By Noxryn,

    I can't sleep now... all because I slept for five hours in the afternoon and even when I was awake I refused to move for another two hours .-.
     
    and I still feel sick ;_;
  2. Noxryn

    My Dog...

    By Noxryn,

    Must be magic. Just must be, how else could she have gotten out of the yard when she's A) Chubby, B ) Was harnessed and chained in the backyard and C) There's no escape routes I can fiiiiind.
  4. Noxryn

    D=

    By Noxryn,

    And now my teeth hurt, cuz these little pieces of what I ate are stuck and impossible to get out ;_;
     
    And I bit my tongue... and my cheek... D=
     
    today isn't my day apparently.
  9. Noxryn
    A dream, those things I tend to have from time to time and shrug off as if they're not important. Generally they are impossible to draw forth from my own memory, to remember periodically and when I wish to do so. However, there are those dreams that never leave the mind, always dwelling somewhere in there. I have two of the sort, both unrelated forms of nightmares, well, for all I know they're unrelated. Two years generally makes one of the other outdated and old in my thinking process.
     
    In the "new" one, which doesn't really make much sense for me to have, since I have never really been in such a place, or seen anything like it. It's a place I have only seen in my imagination, in my own dreams, and to many people who would be put into such places, the sight of the area would be the nightmare altogether. There aren't people in places like this, or at least there shouldn't be, or else we live in a really screwed up world.
     
    The place was called a "Laboratory" by the "characters" in my dream, but from the perspective I saw it from, it looked more like a dull black and gray torture chamber - modern one. Needles of all lengths were connected to longer tubes, which were generally used to inject things into what were called "Specimens" by those "characters" which I will begin typing without "Quotes". However, in front of my own face were metal bars, running from about three feet off the ground and holding together a small "roof" over my head. Further investigation drew up the conclusion of it being a Cage, or a crate with bars.
     
    Now, I've had dreams and such where I owned wings, but that was more or less explained due to some stuff I wrote up involving made up characters that night. However, I have yet to actually write anything involving a room as what was mentioned, or involving experimentations via splicing of genes and all that horror sci-fi garbage.
     
    I felt things, perfectly, and with all five senses in use, which is something that has never been something I could do in a dream, or nightmare, before. The room smelled of chemicals, of all sorts an forms, but all go unnamed, essentially, smells like more garbage. The wooden platform that held the bottom of the "Cage" together was cold, as if metal or something. The lights burned my eyes when I looked at them, and the experience of pain was there. The air tasted like rotted meat, and yes, the smell of it was enough to make me hurl (Smell of rotting meat, from a RL experience) and so I got to relive that.
     
    Have you ever looked at something, someone, or the like, and noticed that there were striking similarities between you and the object? Well, if not then that was more or less how I ended up feeling when looking at my own reflection in a plate of shallow water, apparently for drinking or something. Black colored hands, from the dirt of the area and probably from things that were done as "Tests", like taking a metal rod and jabbing it in your ribs to see what kind of reaction you could get. Blood was intermixed with the dirt. However, finger nails aren't supposed to be black in color, and long as well as sharp as a knife, well at least on a human. It's amazing, how reality gets whipped in your face when you dream, as if it never really existed to begin with. The reflection in the water, owned eyes that were unnaturally red, as in a glow to them, due to surgical implants of nano-sized machinery which lead to better eyesight. You'd think that such an implant would be amazing, or at least some people would, but looking at you reflection to see eyes that are not yours looking back, is not only freaking scary, but depressing. Seeing limbs, and pieces of other enhancements that ruin what you once were, for better performance... in something, are also depressing to look at.
     
    In the end, it was somewhat amazing, and would be considered a "Scientific Breakthrough" if such a thing occurred, able to make perfect as ever eyesight, enhance the limbs to create one of the most deadly predators, mess around with hormones and chemicals that regulate emotion, essentially, take everything in a person that makes them a person and shoving it full of trash in a very painful manner. Going through painful tests, just to see how well it works. Stabbed, shocked, hit, kicked, and simply taken back to the little cage, being called "property" and "Merchandise" all along the way. For one person, myself in this nightmarish situation, it's something that I would shove a blade through my skull over.
     
    Seeing others, that was simply the nasty ending. Being the one to actually survive this, just because it was your own mind creating the situation around you, and manipulating every aspect, and then seeing what happened to those who didn't pass the tests.
     
    The last bit, probably not something BZP would be too fond of having, due to the rather... disturbing image, as in gore and such, but it is something that would be something I would want out of my head. Of course, it all being a dream, fake and unreal, allows me to simply think and act in the normal day as a normal person, though not cheery or really happy. If it were real, quite frankly I think that if it were I in the real situation, despite being infused with who-knows-what and with avian wings, I'd rather be dead.
     
    I generally only blog about the dreams that don't leave my thoughts, and provide a negative impact in the thinking process, which is why they are generally nightmarish or something that I don't joke over. The better ones, they are the ones that don't stay around and leave, and so I don't blog them. Because I can't.
  10. Noxryn
    Memories of which I had never thought about for eight years now come popping back up at the worst of times. And, as a young kid of five years back then, they aren't very good memories to begin with.
     
    The thing I hate the most is when it feels like the memory was an event that had only occurred a minute ago. Sometimes, I wish I was older back then as to act more appropriately in those situations, not having grasped how serious they were at the time.
  11. Noxryn

    Meh.

    By Noxryn,

    Got some stuff in the mail. Yay.
     
    Went on BZP and didn't like some stuff.
     
    Then I forced myself to blog about something.
  16. Noxryn

    Oh.

    By Noxryn,

    I think I get math. I taught all that I missed from Monday to myself and did my work without flaws.
     
    And I am very suckish at number-y stuff.
  18. Noxryn

    My Weekend.

    By Noxryn,

    I flew to Houston last weekend, and got back afternoon time Monday. Basically it was a hangout with friends thingy, though I built a grill and made food on it cuz I was hungry an it was dinnertime and my friend made me build the grill with him, and stuff. After two hours of assembly, we moved it out back and invited a third friend and ate stuff we made. (It didn't burn =O)
     
    I also rediscovered how much fun Deadspace is, and watched as my XboxLive died again. I'll have to get that fixed at some point.
     
    We walked a lot, and basically shot each other with stuff and acted liked our ages suggested. I also ran into some other friends who are of the older crowd, and that involved a lot of talking and ending up getting a "Joke" of a punch in the chest which hurt ;_;. Though, I wasn't expecting it and the guy was really big, but that's besides the point.
     
    I also got to say "Boom. Headshot." cuz I shot someone in the head.
     
    Then I flew back on the plane where everything is mini.
  19. Noxryn

    Sixteen Years.

    By Noxryn,

    Sixteen years of my life is all planned out. I just need to put the effort that is needed into High School and College in order for no real problems to arise. And more physical stuff, that's all being done though anyway.
  20. Noxryn

    Stuff.

    By Noxryn,

    I have to go to the Dentist today, and I really hate dental people cuz they forget to remove metal, sharp, bands in my mouth.
     
    Tomorrow I'll either not sleep at all, or go to sleep about 8:00 PM Mountain Time, cuz I got to get up very early on Friday to catch a plane to Houston, where I get to see all my friends again -yay. That also means that I may not be on BZP as frequently, which isn't overall bad, but just saying. However, if I am gone like... completely from Friday - Sunday, and RPGs are requested, don't PM me saying "Look at it" because I simply don't have that ability. And if I do get PMs asking that, I won't kill you, but it'll just annoy me as a person who does too much at once. (Book, random writings, BZP, IM, Email, talking to IRL people, reading through stuff, etc...)
  21. Noxryn

    A Goal Of Fun.

    By Noxryn,

    First, I got these pesky bands on my molars off, since they were useless and full of pain, which is now awesome cuz I have normal teeth. My last dentist said I had a cavity, this dentist says my teeth are perfect.
     
    Oh, and a hungry Spink in a waiting room for 3 hours = Angry Spink. I just learned that today.
     
    Soooo, my goal is actually a few things in one. I call it the "Creativity Goal" and that means that I need to draw something that actually looks good, which will be taking a lot of time and plenty of effort, and after that I need to construct an Epic that I will actually have a heart to write, rather than putting it off. Shouldn't be too hard, in comparison of other stuff. And I also need to finish my MoC...
     
    I'm stuck at the arms though, and it sux. If I can make it look good and stuff, then I might take pics and put it on BZP just cuz it'd be new. I also need Photoshop so I can teach it to myself. And yeah, that's about it.
  22. Noxryn

    Watchmen

    By Noxryn,

    I saw it and it was awesome. Very violent, compared to other movies I've seen as well as a bit graphic in situations which can't be fully mentioned on BZP. I liked it though, and sat through all three hours of it XP
  23. Noxryn
    First thing:
     
    The one thing that is incredibly annoying at times in the RPG Request Topic is when material posted in there belongs in one of the other topics, or even a PM. Such as general questions, or questions on the system, or comments that are announcing "That's Spam" when all you'd have to do is report, and all that kind of stuff. Here is where some of that stuff goes.
     
    General RPG Questions should go in the RPG Topic posted in the main forum by Emperor Kraggh. RPGs are discussed frequently there, and practically anyone in that topic would be able to answer your question. You could post a RPG question in NMQ&A, but most of the time the questions posted there are answered either in the COT Rules, COT RPG Guidelines, or the Pinned RPG topics. And, the RPG Topic is pretty much one of the best places to ask those questions, or even PMing someone if you have a question, but would rather not post it somewhere for some reason.
     
    However, if you have a question, I suggest checking the following topics: RPG Topic by Emperor Kraggh, RPG Guidelines by Toaraga, RPG Request Topic - first post by Sisen, COT RPG Approval System (Discussion) - first post by Sisen, and the COT Rules by the COT Staff. All of those topics practically answer all of your questions. And, a RPG F.A.Q is being put together by the Judges, Sisen's idea, which could and should be referred to before asking questions.
     
    Specific RPG questions:
     
    These are questions that are asking about a concept, or a factor in a RPG such as "Should I remove X from my RPG?" or "Do you think X would be cool?" since there are no right or wrong answers, and are asking for opinions of the members, who are the people who play RPGs. These questions mostly go in the RPG Topic by Emperor Kraggh, since that is where the games are normally discussed and actually talked about. If you are asking about something a COT RPG Judge said about your game, and it involves it getting approved, then it would go in the RPG Request topic, or even in the Approval Topic (Discussion). I would suggest the latter, however.
     
    They can also be PMed if you are looking for an individual's opinion on something. These questions generally do not belong in the NMQ&A forum, since it's not asking a question about the site itself, and there are established topics for these questions where the help would get to you by more experienced people in the field, and at a faster pace.
     
    Posts in the Request and Approval (Discussion) topics:
     
    Only ever post in the Request Topic if you are:
     
    -Posting a RPG for approval
    -Saying that you edited your original RPG post to what the Judges said.
    -Helping (Occasionally) with some people, if the Judges missed something.
    -Asking the Judge body as a whole about something they said on your RPG, generally this is clarification.
     
     
    DO NOT post in the topic about:
     
    -Saying something is Spam, guess what? Doing so is spam. Just report posts that are spam or rulebreaking and move on. No comment is necessary.
    -Posting continuously about a RPG which belongs in the RPG Topic by Emperor Kraggh.
    -Comments like "Lighten up." or "You should act like..." we know how to act, we know what we are doing. Posting saying that we should "Lighten up" is rude. Our jobs are to be hard on the RPGs, to make sure that when they go through that they are successful. I am sorry if we don't coddle some members, it's not in the job description. We be as nice as the situation allows. I, as an individual, don't like it when people just tell me how I should behave when doing my assigned job, unless what they say is either: From their experience as a Judge, from their experience when dealing with Members with an air of authority, or in a respectful way, or when they're opinion is asked for. Not just out of the blue.
    -Posting Questions on the system, those go in the Approval Topic (discussion).
    -Reposting your RPG rather than editing the original version.
    -Being rude to the Judges example: "THIS IS MY GAME, I CAN DO WHAT I WANT." <- Not acceptable behavior.
     
    These two sections are actually posted in the topic(s), this is just my own words, and my own views, and are taken from actual cases. And also because I felt that some of these should be said, so that people don't continue to mistakenly break these "Rules" or act in a way that is disrespectful.
     
     
    General Things:
     
    -The "Form" in the RPG Guidelines by Toaraga is to separate his post into sections, it is not an actual form of which to submit RPGs. You're supposed to read through that information as it is needed, then separate it into easy to find sections and make it all flow together.
     
    -The story is important to a RPG, if you don't make the story enthralling, and gripping, it leads to a boring game. The story is also where I determine your level of writing skill(s), style, an whether your actual In Character Posts will be eligible, understandable, and not incredibly hard to follow. If you're missing punctuation, spelling errors (Frequent) or grammar is messed up, I will ask you to fix it.
     
    -Include the ENTIRE RPG when posting your RPG. I will not ever approve something that is half-finished, or is missing sections that "Will be put in later".
     
    -Be cooperative, don't be arrogant, prideful or act because you have an ego. Humility is important in someone.
     
    -Keep your facts straight! Keep ranks in order (Captain is not before Sergeant peoples) and if you want a source for accurate Army information for your RPG, send me an IM and I can send you the site through that, because it's probably one of the most accurate places you'll find the information on ranks, what they mean, look like, do and the authority level. It's not really that hard of a site to find. Keeping Geological facts straight are also important, unless you have a good reason as to why Canada would be located in the middle of the U.S, don't try to pull it since it only makes people go "Lolwut?".
     
     
    ~This is the view of COT RPG Judge The Comedian (Spink) and are not necessarily views of the other Judges.
  24. Noxryn

    I Hate It When...

    By Noxryn,

    I'm looking to see if something was said in a forum, then see that it hasn't been said, make a post about it just to find out that it was posted with a very strange title ._.
     
    Oh, and even though I said this before, this is my blog and I shall say it again:
     
    Congratulations Rorschach on the new COT RPG Judge position!
    Congratulations The Power That Is on the new COT RPG Judge position!
     
    Two cuz rather than have Sisen approve the RPGs twice (One for general 7 and one for finality) it was decided that Sisen only approves the finality, and the second COT RPG Judge gives the 7th approval. So basically, the main 7 are all members, while Sisen is the special staffer who can approve these things at a faster rate than the old COT Staffers who had something better to do half the time =P


  25. Noxryn
    This is what I do on a standard day of which is busy. (Today)
     
    -I go to sleep sometimes around 3:00 AM which is generally a bad idea.
    -I wake up at 9:00 AM, and lay in bed for an hour or so.
    -Get up, skip the whole getting dressed phase half the time, make breakfast and eat it.
    -Go on the comp to play some of the GuildWars stuff and see what I can do.
    -Went on BZP to make sure my stuff was working, got two PMs saying that I need to get on AIM, so I go to Meebo since my AIM sucks.
    -Hour long discussion ensues.
    -Play some Xbox 360 cuz friend wanted me online at that moment.
    -Stop playing, eat lunch, and get dressed.
    -Watch as sister yells about not wanting to go to the park.
    -Laughs at how mother messed up when buying drinks, wrong type of drink it was. How she missed it, I don't know.
    -Watches sister yell some more.
    -Mother, dog and I go to the State Park, walk around for an hour and watch the dog get very tired really fast.
    -Get back in the car, head to Starbucks - sister not present and at home cleaning.
    -Drink my beverage.
    -Stopped at 7/11 and bought the right drinks, and got car gas. Finished my beverage.
    -Go home.
    -Show sister some stuff and then talk for a bit.
    -Goes back on comp for lack of anything better to do.
    -Eats dinner.
    -Browses around online some more.
    -Looked at the new add ins in the Judge topic thingy.
    -Doesn't look at RPGs yet. Saves this for bored time at night.
    -Got bored and decided to type up a blog entry of something while talking to Sisen.
    -Types up Blog entry.
    -Then posts blog entry.
    -Then types:
     
    That was my day.
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