-Windrider-

"Apocalypse" by Septicflesh Lunatic, fanatic, your self's greatest deceiver~

Baby, 'cause in the dark You can't see shiny cars And that's when you need me there With you I'll always share

Okay, so happy birthday to this silly nerd right here, my senpai by one day apparently. He is also the godliest of Adept Dual Blade mains (sorry but Chloe's still supreme in Aerial), and the only person I know who would probably willingly marry Wamuu, wedding ring of death and all. Happy 27th fampai!

NEW MATORAN IN TOWN Do it

Shosty's 2nd piano concerto tbqh

Y'all are overthinking this; just have fun honestly. Such preemptive meticulousness is probably just gonna make you even more nervous. I mean there's nothing wrong with hitting up a food place you both will enjoy, but if you're going into a date holding your partner at such an untouchable level that you're holding yourself back from picking bread or ordering an entree you yourself like, I'd consider rethinking your approach. That will just be very uncomfortable for you and your date alike. Bread is good stuff, fampais. Restaurants can kinda play into those outdated chivalrous cliches anyway, so maybe even consider something less potentially stuffy, like a cafe. The best part of it all is just getting to know each other, imo, and in my experience it's so much easier to have conversations like that in places like those. Plus if it seems too noisy, you can just order your drinks to go and go sit somewhere neat. Works cited: absolutely no "traditional" date experience, but fond memories of things like the second paragraph that led me into a few really good friendships, romantic or otherwise. Also omg TTL I would definitely consider rethinking your approach, but hey I'm nearly 27 and somehow still young, so you do you.

So when's the sequel "New Matoran in Town" or "Life in the Fast Lane" I would play those

+500 Proto for this entire game omg.

I will pay you five bucks via PayPal if you promise to never use the phrase "red-pill" on this website again. t. blue-pilled person Ooh, like these? I guess they're kinda blue. HRT's done more for me than I could ever have imagined tbh.

Futility Report - White Ward (I saw your rec in the other topic) Bloom - Beach House The Great Cold Distance - Katatonia Also a while ago got Chopin's nocturnes played by Arthur Rubinstein and a recording of Shosty's 1st and 7th symphonies

I'd say I cast a battle res on Blade, but I mained a Holy Pally and they could only res out of combat.

"You all asked for this" But can a fresh graduate with a doctorate help himself? Of cosecant.

Rude how dare they

This is the best news. Congrats!

The Shosty 7.

[Offers an encouraging hug]

And then at least the riff would have been unforgettable.

###### congrats!!!

@Imrukii I'm not sure what the middle two paragraphs have to do with anything; you wanted the other side of what happened and I gave it. But you're kind of missing the point; my mental health has nothing to do with my identity and being. Far from being told I could only 'think' I'm trans if I had no grip on reality; i.e., I shouldn't exist. @Iaredios Not sure what that has to do with all this.

Okay, fine. I came out as trans to BZP in December 2014. Among the two pages of extremely supportive and encouraging comments, there was one that deviated so severely that I couldn't even process it. Of course the original is edited out, and no way in ###### was I going to save those words, but it's still buried in a report somewhere. Paraphrased, what he thought was a nice mod was actually a psychopath, that I had no grip on reality, etc. Out of a supposed fairness, I let someone else take care of it, though honestly, it just meant I couldn't stand up for myself. That comment is one of the most hurtful things ever said to me, to the point where the words briefly flashed in my mind during a suicide attempt last May because someone who was supposed to love me unconditionally couldn't accept me either. It continued and his punishments got more severe, though of course he deleted all the public stuff, culminating here in 2016 when I wasn't staff anymore. I wasn't the only target, but as upper staff I was the most prominent, and likely the one he hurt the most. In any case, at least three strikes of breaking the intolerance, respect for members, and respect for staff rules is out. So, during the past two years, I slowly learned to stand up for myself. I don't know what this unity thing you're going on about is, but if learning to love and defend myself against such speech is some ostensible hatred thrown at others, whatever. Letting someone else's pain dictate my being for so long nearly killed me, and though the BZP example is somehow the less extreme of the two and never would have reached that particular point, things here affected more people than just me. I've all but moved on from this site and really don't have any investment anymore, but dang if stuff like that doesn't stick to you. There's the other side, then. No amount of platitudes or abstraction can justify unerring and shamelessly hateful attacks. You're putting hatred on the wrong side. Asserting oneself is far from that. And no, I'm not about to reconcile my own doing so with bigotry again.

so good

I was the worst and the best.

I honestly don't think we've talked on BZP before and started interacting on Twitter first, but hi! :3 I'm always wishing the best for you.

Disintegration by The Cure Elizium by Fields of the Nephilim Hi Serein :3