I know some of you may be wondering why my name was changed, or maybe nonoe of you are. I changed it because of my new resolve, and because of my 1000 posts. I changed it to reflect my new higher knightly resolves in order to hope to see her again. I realized if I changed like this I may see her again, I don't know if I just thought it or if it was a message to me.

Something odd is this, I hae feelings for her, I want to be with her, and she left school one day before I was going to ask her out. So these feelings were never completely developed it seems. For some reason, I know that these make sense, but the last doesn't. These songs make me feel close to her, I do it for you I think it's called, and Wait for you, this one makes a lot of sense, but this third one doesn't. 1/3 Purehearted Emotions I think it's called. It's an end theme of the show Rurouni Kenshin and the opening lyrics translated are this:

Even if I love you so much that I shatter myself

Not even a third of it gets across to you

These innocent emotions run around in circles

I can't even say I love you

These lyrics appear about three times, and these make me really think, I don't have feelings like that for her, I shouldn't, but it may be a sign to me, I hope it would just so I can be with her.