The way my life is going, I feel like a fish out of water. So long my life has had tradegy. So long, I've faced pain and trouble.

But now... what's going on?

I feel out of my territory. I'm not in the Bottomless Pit of my life. I feel like I'm wasting my life away.

I miss my friends. If I didn't have problems to speak of, they did. Mi Amigos, all of them. Especially my friend, Josh. He is like a brother to me. Heck, we joke together about how we're going to be Tag Team Champions on the WWE. And how I'm going to be The World Heavyweight Champion and all, and he's gonna beat me for it. We laugh on and on...

But now... I miss him like family.

The thing is... I can't find peace within my peace.

I have no fun, I have no true happiness, and I have no problem.

I know someone is going to say, "Enjoy it while it lasts." But I can't enjoy it. I'm not in my element. Its like an imbalance in my life.

I have more Yang then I do Yin right now, and I hate it.