I'm really starting to question why I frequent this website.

Now, I don't think there's anything wrong with it. Not at all, but I'm starting to think I just don't belong here, somehow.

It's that I just don't know what to do here, and nobody ever appreciates anything I do, and no one wants to ever have anything to do with me. And every time I try to help someone, I'm too blunt or rude about it.

Deep down, I do feel an obligation to be here, and do something important, but I'm not sure what it is.

I just don't know what to do.

-Ngakunui