This all at the same moment, and I felt like typing up a entry to try and rid myself of such things;

- A sickish like feeling, why? I don't know... it may be from something I've simply wrote and actually felt sad about.. maybe, and no I have never wrote something to where I feel any sort of emotion towards, although according to others they do. I suppose I finally broke that limit, and felt bad for what I wrote, but fixing it... well screw that. It would ruin everything, and in a way this is technically a good sign, I just don't like it so much <<

- A tad bit somewhat angry, of course not enough for it to make me seeth and destroy stuff, just enough for me to feel a bit frustrated over something I cannot control, and simply put I am torturing myself with the thought and it just won't leave.

- Frightened; not anymore, but earlier... it was a dream yes, but so freakin' realistic I woke up screaming. I don't know what caused such a thing or why, and no this has absolutely never happened and no I am not sick nor do I have any "disorders" nor have I watched/read anything to trigger such a thing. In short... heck I don't know how to say it in short. However, I will refrain from talking about it as such discussion is not allowed on BZP... it was just an experiece I felt like sharing. So do not ask about it please.

- Sad, same reason with the bit of swelled anger, however I cannot control this as I cannot bring the dead back to life, nor can I reverse history. It will pass over time... but I hate the year it's taking to finally ease up. I have a gut feeling part of this actual reason has something to do with a few recent nightmares- of which I normally enjoy as it gets my creative side going... but these last few... I just don't even wish to talk about them. And for the reason for this "Sadness and Anger" is the same reason why I had to leave DotT and TFD for a period of time. I wish it never happened.

- that's it for now.