Okay, I guess that last entry was a lttle... overuled. My problem is not talking to her, it's just, being rejected... badly. But,I know that's pathetic. Thing thing I hate the most is that on Thursday, it was the PERFECT time. She was alone, at her locker. No one around. No Friends. Not even mine. I still kick myself. But, trust me I'm trying, without looking suspicous.

Onto last week, I did not do anything. But, it was NOT like I was standing 7 feet away from her thinking "Should I do it?" Like I did in elementary school. No. It's just that I CAN'T FIND HER. And, when I do, it's.. not the right time.

Also, she like has had 2 friend group changes in 2 weeks. Yesterday, too, I was filming BRAWL Pt. 5 and Brent brought along his brother (who was in her class last year). After filming, we were messing around in my room, when I ask them, "Hey is Amanda wierd?". His brother said in a sarcastic tone that she's "wonderful"... Hm.