I think I have found a meaning to my life, for a long time I have felt misguided, chasing dreams that are to far away. John Lennon died in his stand for peace, it is the same with many other radicals.

What is the point?

Right now I am at a family friends house. There are three children at the age of six, three toddlers. The toddlers laughed, played, and sang. I find it that the youngest of people, those who are not exposed to the outside world with its influences in their younger years, are the embodiment of innocence. When I watched them, and played with them at their request, I felt something I had not in a long time, love. In my life I find that that is a hidden meaning in the seemingly cold void of our world. You could say it is a light in the dark.

I have felt hopeless during this horrible war, the U.S, one of the most powerful countries in the world is now torturing Iraqi prisoners. I think you understand why I feel depressed.Back in the time of John Lennon, during the Vietnamese war, the community of young in the U.S and many other places revolted. Why is that not happening now? It should be. Call me radical, loony, crazy, anything you want. I do'nt care, I am used to it, my heart has been hardened to stone by this war. I think it has finally opened back up.

Wil