Gosh. Why can`t we live without love? Yes, maybe it`s the most wonderful thing of all, but why do it have to hurt so darn much!

The thing is, i`m in love. Well, i`ve known the girl for a long time, but i`ve never really had the courage to ask her. We`ve had a very close relationship, as our parents once dated, and my bigger brother and her bigger sister are together, and we were god friends, but i have feelings for her. But... i`m just so annoyed right now! I`ve never had a girlfriend. Though i may have a better relationship to the girls, it`s always just as "friends". Who knows, i might even be a better friend to them than their boyfriends.

The girl i have feelings for only just whrote something on *insert name of a certain popular social networking website*. Not really the biggest thing, just that she "fell in love at the first sight". I guess i`m just jealous. I guess that if i love her, i should let her do what she want. But... i just...

Why does love have to hurt so much?