I am this close to stabbing a pencil through my head.

For the last week I had an idea, a first in a while (And not related to a currently unfinished epic, which may remain unfinished until I really get back into the swing of things), but I constantly had the issue of how to write it out. Cinematically (aka: Visual images playing out in my mind... FF says it's not a word, but I don't care) everything always looks so neat and it makes me interested.

Then I write it, and it sounds dumb and ugly and I want to burn my computer for ever hosting such a series of words. I also wish to stab my brain for being able to turn something that seemed really neat visually, even story-wise, into a large ball of moth spit.