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It is so that my transgressions have born a withered fruit<br />The sun has scorched the rising plants<br />alas they have no root<br />The bleached bones of animals bound by leather strips<br />dance through the air with laughter as I wield this wicked whip<br /><br />As You did warn me, Carpenter<br />this world has weakened my heart<br />So easily I disparage<br />self-seeking the work of my art<br />And there You have come to me at the moment I bathe in my sorrow<br />So in love with myself<br />sought after avoiding tomorrow<br /><br />Where do You find the love to offer he who betrays You?<br />And offer to wash my feet as I offer to disobey You?<br />Your beauty does bereave me<br />and how my words do fail<br />So faithfuly and dutifully I award You with betrayal<br /><br />The weak and the down trodden fall on broken legs<br />As I walk past a smile I cast<br />fervor in my stead<br />But my bones like plastic do buckle backward now<br />I lay in this field by Judas' bowels and anticipate the plow<br /><br />I can not be forgiven<br />My wages will be paid<br />For those more lovely and admirable is least among the saved<br />And where would I fit, Jesus?<br />What place is left for me?<br />The price of atonement is more than I've found to offer up as my plea<br /><br />Jesus, my heart is all I have to give to You<br />So weak and so unworthy<br />this simply will not do<br />No alabaster jar<br />No diamond in the rough<br />For Your body that was broken<br />how can this be enough?<br /><br />By me You were abandoned<br />By me You were betrayed<br />Yet in Your arms and in Your heart forever I have stayed<br /><br />Your glory illuminates my life<br />and no darkness will descend<br />For You have loved me forever<br />and Your love will never end
