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  1. Noxryn

    how do i post

    By Noxryn,

    where is the box i feel old and i have (1) opinion
    everyone else put in life updates so heres mine no one asked for

    estrogen made me hot and i have a boyfriend

    and a pool, i have a pool

    im kinda a big deal
  2. Noxryn

    yo

    By Noxryn,

    haven posted a thing here in forever but decided to come back for nostalgia and boredom sake for a single night in the midst of october
     
    its so weird
     
    like bein in an abandoned hospital but the lights're still on and you can jus hear your voice echoin down the halls
     
    man and i spent like... idk, i think i was active mostly through 2015? but like, 12 years of havin an acct
     
    my acct is older than elementary school
     
    also nearly half my current lifespan
     
    wild
     
    my icon cute tho
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    Trans Content (tm)

    By Noxryn,

    It'll be a good day when I have my vocal chord surgery.
     
    It'll also be a good year when I remember to take my HRT medications on time properly, but a couple days off isn't as bad as forgetting for a month straight.
     
    Plus, got some nice skirts that I should wear out sometime.
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    YT Rant

    By Noxryn,

    I have never encountered a single person on any video based format, with a large following, who chooses to do a "report" of sorts on something currently going on, who says anything worth listening to.
     
    To be frank, it's always just an agreement with who they feel the majority of their views/the website will agree with, without proper backing or proper rationale behind it, in order to profit off the back of something going on that actually affects a number of people. Essentially, turning an event that could be traumatic to people, into a for-profit bit for entertainment. While they act as if they have the knowledge, and understanding, to behave as final arbiter on what is going on.
     
    Which ultimately, only continues to perpetuate the same problem that's come up as the speaker attempts to normalize it and say "That's not bad," as if they know anything about it or experienced it first hand.
     
    It's shallow and pathetic.
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    hurgling along

    By Noxryn,

    54,000 words written
     
    34,000 are from this year (10k a month, only on 4k for April so far)
     
    probably... August or June for completion date pending
     
    then it's all about the editing
     
    really enjoying writing the transgender lesbian harpy warrior who is now known to make inappropriate jokes for the situation
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    WELL

    By Noxryn,

    my girlfriend found a spongebob corset costume thing from party city and i said id wear it if she found it
     
    if someone told me ten years ago i'd one day put that on id have laughed at them
     
    yet here we are
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    LOOK

    By Noxryn,

    Look what my absolutely incredible, wonderful, beautiful girlfriend sent me
     

     
     
     
    The card was super sweet and everything too and I'm blushing so much and so flattered/flustered and I've never been sent flowers before but omg she's incredible
     
    (love you Serein <3 )
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    productivity

    By Noxryn,

    up to 50 pages now (which in Zenwriter seems to translate to 154 minutes read time)
     
    still it's like one thirdish of the way, but hey, 8k words in two days feels pretty nice
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    Oh Look

    By Noxryn,

    I have a phone interview tomorrow for the school I settled on, and I'm kind of excited and kind of nervous since, based on the text message, I'm going to have to explain I'm transgender and I go by "Kit" nowadays (it's not legally changed yet, I haven't had the ability to put together the time, funds and scheduling for the next steps I need to take -- Court hearing/Publication of the change -- and I'm trying to work my gender markers on my forms of legal ID to female).
     
    Granted, I haven't been called by my birth name in years so it's always a bit disorienting to me when it's used to refer to myself.
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    hm 2016

    By Noxryn,

    2016... a lot of negative stuff went down, a lot of sad things happened, a lot of bad things in general occurred and surfaced.
     
    But in 2016 I made... 30,000 word progress on my book, so I'm nearly halfway done with it so far. I slowed down a lot due to falling into some potent periods of depression (I vanished off tumblr too for a good part of that time), I lost a lot of momentum I had due to that and the last couple months sorta felt like scraping buy to design some semblance of self worth. I quit my Starbucks job earlier in the year, too (I was going on HRT and everything, so I felt like with the drive, with the stress, physical and mental, it'd be healthier for me and to continue my therapy I was having trouble keeping due to my schedule that couldn't be changed).
     
    The middle of the year was a haze really. I had a birthday, turned 21, annnnnd... yeah.
     
     
    And everything else was pretty monotonous for me, it's all like just grey smudges if I had to think of a color for it. All blends in together and is kinda just the same.
     
    But then in December like... I fell into a relationship with Serein and I've honestly like... I can't remember being this happy in... the last... six? Years? I actually cry from being extremely happy, or I blush and giggle, and just been in a fantastic mood and it's so new and refreshing and I just... lose my words and sound like a nerd a lot, BUT I MEAN
     
    (plus she's super cute omg )
     
    So it ended like incredibly, amazingly, happily and... just.. nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
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    Pharah Online

    By Noxryn,

    Countered (sometimes softly) by a lot of the characters in the game (Widowmaker, Soldier, McCree, Roadhog, Mei, a decent Hanzo, DVA, Zenyatta, Ana)
     
    Yet I still pick her and manage an 88% of the match on fire card, while outdueling their counter picks somehow.
  20. Noxryn

    ok one more

    By Noxryn,

    i have discovered the way to increase my enjoyment of the videogame Heroes of the Storm is to pick Kharazim, go full damage, and play the One Punch Man theme in the background
  22. Noxryn

    years

    By Noxryn,

    i just realized ive been here for like ten years
     
    i turned 21 like a month ago so there's that too
     
    but ten years dang where'd the time go
  23. Noxryn
    I dunno, but Bionicle being discontinued again doesn’t really bother me one way or the other. mostly because I kinda fell out of it ten years ago. It’s still a nostalgic thing for me yeah, but to be honest, I wasn’t surprised when they cut it again; not a lot of themes last terribly long to begin with and it’s kinda hard to recapture the Bionicle series/personality from when it launched in ‘01.
    I have a feeling it might come back in some shape or form a few years into the future, or maybe there’ll be a different theme to completely replace it like with how Bionicle kinda replaced Slizers.
    However, I got into the ‘01 series because I was really young, it was unique and had a different atmosphere (back then it was basically “robots living on a tropical island, using stone tablets to write, legends/stories/myths etc…”)
     
    I never really got into the “Metru-Nui” arc, or the stuff thereafter. The series kinda lost the thing that drew me in with its unique setting and after everything was explained/canonized and we all learn our big bad guy who was before supposedly on par with the world’s God is really a janitorial scientist named Terry… it kinda lost all sense of mystery and wonder that kept its engine going. I dunno, for me at least. Not to mention how they tried to make it darker/more violent because of an aging consumer base, which really sits opposite of how the series first started.
     
    Not gunna lie, I woulda been pretty cool with it if the series ended after Mata-Nui was reawakened. (yeah I woulda been sad for no more sets, but the next arcs in the story were just so drastically different it felt like a different story altogether, anyway).
     
    but that’s just like, my opinion, man.
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