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    Health

    By Brickeens,

    Well, this is the last thing I expected, but the last two days, I've been feeling really bad, and the symptoms I'm experiencing are pretty much unmistakeably the symptoms I experienced when I had ME/CFS a child. I've mentioned it before, but basically it was awful, lasted four years, and was pretty much the worst thing that ever happened to me.
     
    And suddenly out of nowhere I'm getting the symptoms back. Ever since I recovered (recovered is a strong word seeing as I was never really the same since) the symptoms have never just reappeared like this. They've only been here two days and I'm kind of hoping they'll disappear as enigmatically as they've reappeared, but it isn't exactly a good sign.
     
    Welp.
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    2017

    By Brickeens,

    I wish to express my deepest frustrations that in the current day and age, technology has not advanced to the point of being able to instantly relocate large groups of matter.
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    Say there's this alternate version of me. He's grown up without all the ailments real me has. He's much healthier, he's much happier, less burdened, he's doing well academically and he's well set up for life.
     
    He's also far more naive. He's far more insensitive. He wouldn't understand a lot of things I understand. He wouldn't feel a lot of things I feel. I don't even know if I'd like him.
     
    It seems backwards, but the version of me that knows and feels less would be the one much better off.
     
    Which version would you choose?
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    Fog

    By Brickeens,

    I've said this before, but I really love fog. In fact, I guess I love anything that makes things mysterious or beautiful. I think I'm going to have to write a separate entry about types of environment that give me lovely feelings.
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    Good News I Think

    By Brickeens,

    I've stopped getting sharp head pains now, and I think I'm beginning to feel a little stronger. I shouldn't jump to conclusions, but it might mean I'm getting used to the medication. I sure hope I am anyway.
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    December

    By Brickeens,

    So remember how I was in hospital getting tests done like 7 weeks ago? I had an appointment on the 25th last month to go back up and see the specialist doctor person who would take us through the results (and hopefully give me a diagnosis or something) but that was delayed until the 9th of December, which is this day next week. So one more week. I really, really, really, really, really, hope they're going to be able to make a diagnosis and not just tell me they don't know what the problem is. Like every other time the last three (nearly four) years.
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    (Maybe) Weekly Music

    By Brickeens,

    I just realised I haven't been doing a very good job starting off this music sharing thing I was going to do this year. Maybe I'll try and post something every week, but I'm pretty sure I'll have forgotten in like no time. Also, like I said before you're more than welcome to recommend me anything.
     

     
    I promise I'll try to post some actual songs, but I inevitably seem to go for film soundtracks.
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    Low-Dose Naltrexone

    By Brickeens,

    Here goes trying another medication. It's supposed to improve immune system function, so let's hope it does.
     
    Unfortunately, when first introduced, it has side-effects of insomnia and headaches. But I suppose I'm used to those.
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    Medication

    By Brickeens,

    I've been on the LDN for two weeks now, but so far without positive result. I've got the headaches and insomnia, and they're very wearing. I'm not getting to sleep until about 5AM and my head is permanently fuzzy and occasionally quite painful. It had better start doing something good. I'm not even on the full dose yet.
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