So tired of the constant emotional turmoil, pain and insecurity due to being severely bullied in the past. It really screwed up my (already limited) social life and even made me suicidal at one point.
I’m still bearing the scars in my heart and perhaps my very soul.
For as far as I can remember, I never intentionally hurt someone.
Why are people so mean that they hurt me?
In the meantime, I’ll keep working on the improvement of my self esteem and I’ll learn how to deal with the scars.
I may never become who I was before the bullying, but I’ll do my best to reclaim my life.
I will live and I will be alright.