I know I haven't been very active on here lately... neither have I been IRL. At the moment I just don't really know what I am supposed to do with myself... Drawing doesn't work that well either, maybe that's the source of my trouble, who knows. Now excuse me while I drown my sadness in RPGs. ><
and almost losing my voice whenever talking for longer than 2 mintues
But I have some art to share! =D
Just some random Angel
done at school, that's why there's a line on the paper
Likey?
... I feel like I could use some change again, but right now I have absolutely no idea, apart from some silly ones, of course. Examples? Jonathan Twoblade Takarion Avon Swordswinger Deathbringer ... See what I mean? They're awful. And the first 2 names are those of male characters, too. xD (not that I'd mind, but somehow the idea is a bit... weird. xD
...I finally found a reason for using this entry title! =D So, recently I haven't been doing much art- nor BZP-wise. Reason: I've got two hard exams/tests next week,so I'm kinda busy with studying (and/or procrastinatig). Another 'problem' is that I finally decided to do more for my group's lab protocols than just writing up the theory/background and discussion parts. Which means there is tons of math stuff involved, and I am not particularly quick with all thenecessary calculations. Fig
*points at signature/banner*
Hee hee, I remember making this banner... back when I was muuuch younger (was it 2008? I guess so ). I find this hilarious... and it's a bad excuse for making another blog entry.
What can I say, I'm not particularly happy with it. Not only because of the chaotic-ness, I guess I could live with that. Eventually. After long nagging. What I absolutely and utterly dislike though, is the way questions are being handled. Firstly, they're being automatically re-directed towards the audience (which is alright and legitimate and not the problem). However, if nobody knows the answer, we instantly get told that we "Should already know it", that "In our future lives there won't
Chimoru R* Yeah, so... I spent an entire afternoon on the recolouring xD Except for the wings. I made those from scratch. D: BUT I think this will work. ^^ *Credits: Soran Dark709 Gerlicky King Lehvak Oneker (Noble Kanohi Rau) Vataki Teridax (Visored maskless face)
Inspired by a 'discussion' I had with a friend recently. Warning: wall of text ahead. ^^" She would insist that two certain subultures are almost the same. Which they are not, because I've done a fair share of research on both and I can say that the aesthetics are different, the music is different, and the general attitude towards life and other things is not alike, too. The only thing they really have in common is that in both people wear a lot of black. What really annoyed me though was t
It annoys me greatly, because I've realized that it takes so much more time and concentration to read a mathematically-themed book. Even if it's well-written and in a rather 'easy' style, it still needs so much focusing. ._. Of course, using a text-marker helps. But still... :/ I can only read a small fraction at a time, I need to take breaks in between parts (whereas I can read fiction for hours and hours without even thinking of putting the book down. Unless it's in Italian, then it can be f
For some odd reasons whenever I need a Captain of the Guard (for world-building) they are usually female. I mean, it doesn't make much of a difference when it comes to armour design, anyway. The nose is a bit off-center, but apart from that I am super happy with the outcome - and that I finally had time to finish a piece again. :3
Okay, this might seem like a completely nonsense entry, but the reason is simple: I am really horrible at puns, and I really wish I weren't that bad, because I find them endlessly funny. So, if anyone knows any fangtastic vampire puns, unbeleafable nature puns or... well, even bat superhero puns, just let me know. x3
Well? How to enlarge pixel thingies in Photoshop without getting them all blurry. Took me quite a while, sadly. Originally this was 180x250 pixels; yeah. And it's saved as a jpg, I know, I see the results of the compression, too, but hey, I'm not too fond of having images over 100 kB on my blog ._. EDIT: OMG there are so many drawing msitakes why do I always realize that only so much later nuu ;n;
I have some time on my hand... so I'll write it down
1. Don't break the rules
2. Don't be rude
3. If you have nothing nice to say, don't say anything
4. Never make the others think you're lost (even if you are)
5. Don't be mad at others if there's no reason for it
6. Never betray your friends
7. Don't fall in love with teachers
8. Don't lie
9. don't steal
10. don't betray
11. Don't hit others
12. don't copy others
13. Don't kill
14. Don't fake emotions when you don't feel them
See above comic for a summary. I meant to post this earlier (somewhen around Tuesday evening, I suppose?) but never got around it because from Tuesday to Thursday I'm never home before 19:00-20:00, and then I really don't have the nerve to scan and edit and upload stuff. Anyway. This was drawn on Tuesday evening whilst travelling home, hence scribbliness and stuff. Really though, I now at least know what I hadn't yet understood properly. That's at least something. *optimism*
The really final final ones. It's kind of scary; I've been nervous for the past few days, and I'll continue feeling like this until it's over. How bad it is? Really really bad. (^ click to view in higher resolution!) Yeah so... I'll get back to studying.
And fittingly for the beginning of July and the "proper" holidays we actually had some sunshine again, which I used to take some photographs around our garden; mostly just random flowers and blossoms and stuff. Like this (there's a bee too. Just thought I'd add this in case someone's got an insect phobia, you never know...)
Okay, so over the past days I've been noticing some.. things, which I want to state here. They most certainly don't have anything to do with BZPower, or the members here, and I most certainly don't want to be annoying or sound whiny. So if you're not interested, you may take the chance and leave right now. Or not even click to read this entry. I warned you.
You still with me? Good. Then I'll try to keep this short and simple. I don't feel like I'm good at living right now. What that menas? I
Sometimes, guys, sometimes... we believe we can make the world a better place. Bring happiness, or at least a little joy to the world. We wear our jester hats with pride, in all of their colourful and jingling-bell glory. Try to fill the world with some imagination, come up with entertaining descriptions of avatars and banners, or try to tweak someone's wishes for an unimagined, yet somewhat funny turn. And in response there are short replies, corruptions along the lines of "you die"... it can
Okay, so... where to start... I've got the feeling that my life is falling apart beneath my hands, no matter how hard I try to keep the pieces together, it just all breaks away from me. I'm no longer in charge, just hanging around, doing nothing, feeling bad about myself and the world. Apparently I'm also grumpy, over-react and am in general an emotional wreck. Including breaking down crying and not being able to sleep because I'm feeling totally awful. I have no idea why, but I have to get
