It's weird, I never thought I'd see the day BIONICLE would return, and I would have imagined I'd be more enthusiatic, but I'm not particularly moved one way or the other. I am happy though, because whatever new BIONICLE is like, it means A) new pieces for MOCs, and B) more activity for BZP. Here's to me making things again and more active days for BZP.
I slept for 14 hours last night. I know that sounds incredibly lazy, but in my defense I was up for about 32 hours from Monday until Tuesday with barely any sleep. I got a little on the bus and train on the way home, but I don't think it was any more than an hour. I feel pretty good today though, and it's really nice being back, so I'm happy. It was a great holiday.
Okay, maybe this is old news, but I was looking through Boston Dynamics' videos on YouTube, and I came across this thing:
It's a freaking humanoid robot with a (kind of) spherical upper torso with a blue eye thing in it. It's even called Atlas. I am now convinced these people are turning into Aperture Science.
All I really want to do here is describe some environments and atmospheres that I really like and that really give me feelings. (I can't be the only one.) Get away while you still can. I'll start with fog. When I see fog... I just want to go off and get lost in it, hide in it, run in it, explore in it. It can bring mystery and beauty anywhere. An ideal fog situation for me would be in a large, grassy, slightly wooded, cold, rocky area at dusk. Exploring that with friends would make me so happy
I'm not sure whether it's the LDN medication or the fact that my aforementioned friend has got cancer again, but I've been really up and down the last couple of weeks. Things with the medication should be levelling out as I'm no longer upping the dose, but I dunno. My head is sore a lot of the time and I really feel terrible about the friend with cancer because I feel helpless when people are in such bad situations like that. It's really confusing and I don't know what to do.
Continuing on from last week, something really unexpected happened today. The girl I knew very well from primary school actually came and sat beside me on the bus today, and we talked all the way home. I can't really describe how happy I am now that this has happened, so I think I'll just finish with this gif.
(Click for full resolution) It's that female Toa again, except hey, in color. It's been a long time since I've done a proper color picture. It's not that good, but it's a start.
So art classes at school are going pretty well. I go in on a Wednesday and a Friday, and on a Friday the art class is the last class of the day, so I take the bus back home. The two individuals from this entry are on the bus. And yeah, what do you know, they're still ignoring me. The first one is generally ignorant anyway, so I suppose I can't expect anything else of him, but as for the other I'm 99% sure she avoids me because she has stupid Catholic parents won't let her near non-Catholic peo
That actually went really well. Things weren't nearly as awkward as I thought they'd be, and I actually enjoyed myself. I'm very happy that things are off to a good start.
Today I got: - Burnt orange trousers - Purple trousers - Black trousers - Grey trousers All of which are far better than the stupid dark blue jeans I've been wearing for ages. Now I just need to find some good jumpers in complimentary colors.
Over the past couple of years, I've repeatedly tried to design my own alter-ego, and after all this time I still haven't come close to a design that works for me. Considering I've designed a good few other characters without nearly as much trouble, you'd think designing myself wouldn't be so hard.
I say stupid things. Unfortunately, I'm paranoid, and because of that I've found some stuff which has people saying less than complimentary things about me on other websites because I said stupid stuff. And then I just feel like blowing my head off.
