Ugh... I hate my life.

So I get evicted from my current residence and end up on the streets, AGAIN, all thanks to broken promises and trust... AGAIN.

I'm sensing a distinct trend here in that humans are dirtbags. Dirtbags where their word is as good as mud and their trust is worth about just as much. And not the good kind of mud that helps plants grow ether.

While it would be nice to commit suicide and give the one fingered salute to them on the way out, my will to live is far stronger than the urge to off myself. So the most I can do is go about my life in the hopes that I'll get lucky and die in a freak accident. Maybe I'll get struck by the first ever nuclear missile launch.

Knowing my luck though I'll end up like that poor sod who survived the Hiroshima bombing only to make it to Nagasaki just in time to get hit with the second one and still manage to live the rest of my years in suffering.

It's things like this that cause people to develop the mindset of a serial killer.

Now I don't think I'm THAT far gone. I still have a job and the people there were nice enough to allow me a transfer of sorts to another location where I know somebody who might take mercy on me and let me stay with them awhile. It should be enough to keep me away from considering that route for awhile. So far my life has been one giant Murphy's Law though.

It's actually enough to make me feel sorry for those poor sods who just don't have the same mental willpower I do and end up behind bars for that sort of thing. Or the lethal injection of the death penalty for that sort of thing. It makes me wonder where their life took such a wrong turn for the worst and they descended into that state... sad. Very sad.

Hah! I bet if I went up to Nurapu in the MNOLG II and asked about my Willpower, he'd probably go "By the Great Spirits! It's OVER NINE THOUSAAAAAAAAAAAAND!!!!"

At least I still have the Third Greatest Gift of All. Laughter.

Chances are I'll muddle through this somehow and I'll be okay. I'm not dead yet. Just inconvenienced.

I will leave you with this though. Honor your word. Chances are it could mean something to somebody to know you've got their back whatever happens. I try not to promise what I can't deliver on but if there's one thing I enjoy, its knowing that I've got someone who's got my back through whatever happens and that I'd do the same. I'd encourage you to find someone who does that for you.