Post-Graduation Mental Breakdown
First, first graduation entry from this morning.
Now:
I’m no longer a “college kid,” but I definitely do not want to identify as “adult.” Because no.
On top of that, I miss my friends more than usual. Probably because in the past, I was assured of seeing them again 4 months later in September. But now…plans are fuzzy. We all have our different directions to go in.
Combine that with tension of being home (sharing room with brother) and having the pressure to find a real job and eventually move out…
Yet, “all my feels” on leaving my friends and the place I spend the majority of my past 4 years living at and calling home.
I have literally stepped from one life into another, and it is new and foreign. I do not know what is going on and I am not prepared to find out. Yet I must.
What is important, however, is that I remain myself. And that I know how to do.
-CF
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