I feel like time has been moving way too fast this year. It felt like only a month ago that it started.

Also, I have no idea what I'm meant to be doing in life. Trying to get a driving license, but that's not going to well as it keeps getting delayed for one reason or another. Also, afraid of the future. Don't like time moving this fast. Want more time, basically. Need to think. Afraid for future of politics of own country. Sort-of-interest in a few other languages but no motivation to attempt learning them. Feel like I should really know what I'm doing, but I don't. Don't know what to do.