You just sent a sort of important email and are sure you completely messed up everything and come across as super weird, thus go into totally justified panic-mode. :3

Not pretty.

('though it probably wasn't even that important. Still, I hate doing that.)

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Also, a friendly reminder for dark days: don't let the sadness get between you and the things and people you love. Don't shove everything that could make things better away because you "don't deserve it". You do.