I feel as though no one likes me in this town. I tried everything, but apparently being nice is a bad thing to do.

Apparently I lose respect from people because I gave them presents.

Last year, I gave my ex-crush a 20 dollar gift card to CVS that she asked for her birthday.

Girl still gives no respect.

I hand out candy to people for Christmas (On my birthday, but I didn't fee special) and they loved it. But no respect.

I pull pranks for fun, and want to make people laugh.

No respect.

I even went as far as changing my clothes right now, lose weight over the summer, yet barely get a compliment unless my friend Tom (who is the most popular kid in the grade, and with girls) tells them about me and get them to notice.

You know what? Moving doesn't sound like a bad idea at all.

I am a 'random person' more than I am considered a friend. I feel hated, unloved, and broken.

I feel horrible and I want to crawl under a rock and wither away. I'll probably never be accepted by others, and never find any peace in this storm. The eye of the hurricane past, and now its the roaring winds of discouragement and shooting raindrops of failure like bullets on me.

I feel like I'm breathing out cold fire.