Today I am a little depressed. More than a little. For while I was on lunch at work, and I got a phone call. A bad one. It was my mother calling saying that we have to go see her right now. She is in bad shape after seeing her. And from what I know, she may not make it, whether or not she lives is pretty much up to her. I have hope, but sometimes it isn't enough.

She is one of the most important people in my life and if she is gone that is a huge influence that goes with her, it is like a part of me dies. We are close, and honestly my heart would shatter if I were to lose her.

I honestly... don't know what else to say here...

Kohaku