What is the point in me pouring my heart out if all the comments I get is some side remark I make near the end just to round off the talk? It makes me sick. No one ###### cares about anyone, it's ME ME ME! Well I've had it! Why don't you wallow up in yourself, then everyone would be happy, I reckon. If all you care about with other people is the random comments they make when you're not obsessed with yourselves, so be it. It's your decision.

As you can clearly see, I'm in a ###### bad mood. I don't want to hear a peep from anyone. You hear me? NOTHING.

The Leaver's Dinner was ######, but I can't explain why. I don't really know why, but I seriously wanted to kill myself it was that awful. And to top it all off, I missed the last episode of HEROES for this part of Season 2. I'm ###### miserable.

While I take time to cool down, I'm leaving BZP. I'm not talking to anyone on MSN. I'm certainly not sending e-mails to anyone. This is temporary though until I cool off. Hopefully I'll cool off...

No doubt I'll be back tomorrow after saying this, but who will care anyway?