I'm sorry if I'm not in a partying mood right now. It's just that this has made a giant impact on my emotions.

A long time ago, I made the suggestion for BoA to take a break. I told her so in one of my letters.

It seems I was also partially right when I sensed the negative feelings that were hidden deep inside her.

Too bad it was already a year too late. =/

That's partially what makes me feel bad, ya know? What if I had started writing her sooner? Would her feelings be different? (No one is to blame, just to make that clear.)

It's not easy to be famous. The constant pressure of the managers and the fans can become too much at a point.

BoA is probably one of the hardest working female singers out there. Always dealing with very busy schedules. BoA doesn't have a lot of spare time, probably just a few hours a week. Ever since she debuted seven years ago, she never took a break. I can see how that can burn someone out.

I'm very glad BoA has decided to finally take my advice and take some time off the music business. Like it was mentioned in my last entry, BoA has plans to study in the US. Where or when is unknown, but she's expecting to start within 4 years. She wants to study English and probably take up ballet lessons as well.

(Here's hoping she can find the time to finally reply to the letters...) *hopelessly romantic*

 

~Forever waiting for your love letter...~